Haih...patah semangat. when i think bout whether his mum gonna accept me o not..aku rase tak yakin. after wat he told me dat her mum liked his ex soo much. disappointed of coz. i hv nothing, im not gud in communication with older people. im not gud dlm ambil hati org tua. will his mum gonna like me?....i dont think so...and of coz 'die' jd lg tak ready utk ade commitment ngn aku...hahaha...(ketawa pahit)...relationship tak kan kemana tanpa restu ibu bapa.
Mmg perjalanan relationship kteorg ni jauh lg tp..aku tak ptt pk pasal ni lg..its not the time yet...hmm..nth la..tak tau nk ckp cmne. wish i still hv my mum by my side...;(
Need someone to talk to. kwn2 jauh. die bz. aku tau aku tak ptt publish masalah2 aku kt cni tp perlu tmpt utk luahkan. dis is the only way utk aku hilangkan sikit tekanan aku. bile bercerita dgn org n menangis..segan. at least tulis smbl mengadap laptop n kalau menangis pn tak ade sape yg nmpk.
Haih..pathetic nye idop aku. adakah aku yg jdkan idop aku sungguh menyedihkan atau aku terlalu fikirkan sgt atau mmg pathetic?. im alone. always gonna b alone.
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