ME?...PATHETIC

Haih...patah semangat. when i think bout whether his mum gonna accept me o not..aku rase tak yakin. after wat he told me dat her mum liked his ex soo much. disappointed of coz. i hv nothing, im not gud in communication with older people. im not gud dlm ambil hati org tua. will his mum gonna like me?....i dont think so...and of coz 'die' jd lg tak ready utk ade commitment ngn aku...hahaha...(ketawa pahit)...relationship tak kan kemana tanpa restu ibu bapa.
Mmg perjalanan relationship kteorg ni jauh lg tp..aku tak ptt pk pasal ni lg..its not the time yet...hmm..nth la..tak tau nk ckp cmne. wish i still hv my mum by my side...;(
Need someone to talk to. kwn2 jauh. die bz. aku tau aku tak ptt publish masalah2 aku kt cni tp perlu tmpt utk luahkan. dis is the only way utk aku hilangkan sikit tekanan aku. bile bercerita dgn org n menangis..segan. at least tulis smbl mengadap laptop n kalau menangis pn tak ade sape yg nmpk.
Haih..pathetic nye idop aku. adakah aku yg jdkan idop aku sungguh menyedihkan atau aku terlalu fikirkan sgt atau mmg pathetic?. im alone. always gonna b alone.

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years (Official Music Video)

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How do be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
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