Haih...patah semangat. when i think bout whether his mum gonna accept me o not..aku rase tak yakin. after wat he told me dat her mum liked his ex soo much. disappointed of coz. i hv nothing, im not gud in communication with older people. im not gud dlm ambil hati org tua. will his mum gonna like me?....i dont think so...and of coz 'die' jd lg tak ready utk ade commitment ngn aku...hahaha...(ketawa pahit)...relationship tak kan kemana tanpa restu ibu bapa.
Mmg perjalanan relationship kteorg ni jauh lg tp..aku tak ptt pk pasal ni lg..its not the time yet...hmm..nth la..tak tau nk ckp cmne. wish i still hv my mum by my side...;(
Need someone to talk to. kwn2 jauh. die bz. aku tau aku tak ptt publish masalah2 aku kt cni tp perlu tmpt utk luahkan. dis is the only way utk aku hilangkan sikit tekanan aku. bile bercerita dgn org n menangis..segan. at least tulis smbl mengadap laptop n kalau menangis pn tak ade sape yg nmpk.
Haih..pathetic nye idop aku. adakah aku yg jdkan idop aku sungguh menyedihkan atau aku terlalu fikirkan sgt atau mmg pathetic?. im alone. always gonna b alone.
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Friday, December 2, 2011
Christina Perri - A Thousand Years (Official Music Video)
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How do be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
One step closer
One step closer
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more
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Wednesday, November 30, 2011
CINTA HIDUP DAN MATI AKU
So many things on my mind now...guess that the reason y i always got a headache. i dont know.everything bout my dat n family.since my mum past away, i think everything become my responsibilities even i only have a small voice in dis family.hate it when i cant speak out. hate it when i have to keep it to myself. hate it when i know dat was wrong but all i can do is juz remain silent. heartache.
aku kesian dengan ayah. bile fikir pasal wat happend, i mean bout him, aku sedih sgt2. i love him soo much. since arwah mak tak ade ni aku dapat rase kan yg ayah sungguh tertekan. tp ayah aku cume diam je. aku tau ape yang ayah rase tp dia sendiri tak mampu nak berkata2.tiap malam die luah kan pada aku.sedih. kalau dulu arwah mak ade, ringan sikit beban die. bile aku cite kat anak buah aku pasal y ayah aku suruh tanda tangan surat tu, die ckp 'kalau kak liza nak senangkan ayah kak liza, 1 je, kawin...baru kurang beban die'...then aku terpk..aku tau die risaukan aku. aku the only anak perempuan n the only yg belum kawin.ofkoz die akan tanggung aku sbb ayah rasa aku masih d bawah tanggungan die.ofkoz. tp ape yang aku pk, kalau aku kawin..camne dengan die?...sape nak jage die?..sape nak jge makan minum die.. aku akan izinkan kalau ayah aku nak kawin lagi sbb atleast ade org akan jage die. aku pun bole kawin kalau jodoh dh sampai. ape yg ayah pikirkan sbnrnye?.
Kalau arwah mak masih ade, dh lame aku keje dlm bidang yg aku nak yg mane peluang tu tak ade kt ipo ni. aku dh 25 n nak masok 26, tp aku masih tak ade even 1 tahun pun pengalaman dalam bidang aku. kalau aku tak pikir kan ayah, dah lame aku pg. bkn nye aku tak ade peluang, bkn nye tak ade org panggil aku dtg interview, tp aku terpakse lupekan sbb aku taknak tnggl kan ayah. cita2 atau ayah?. aku pilih ayah. lupekan cita2. bazirkan 5 tahun belajar n duit yg d spend. utk ayah. sbb aku cume ade ayah je.
kalau sebut pasal kawin..tipu kalau aku ckp aku taknak kawin memandangkan aku dh sygkan die. tp ayah?...hmmm...mayb terlalu awal utk aku ckp pasal kawin dgn die tp ape tujuan kte sygkan org tu kalau kite tak pikir kan utk punyai mase hadapan dengan die?.
Tp..aku nak balas jasa ayah aku..aku nk tanggung ayah. tp cmne kalau aku masih keje cmni?..yg gaji nye utk diri aku sendiri pn tak cukup. kat ipo ni demand gaji tinggi taknak trime, tp...haihhhh.....
pape pn, yg aku tau, aku belum bersedia tinggalkan ayah lg.
ayah...im still ur baby girl...i love you soo much....no one can replace u in my heart..
aku kesian dengan ayah. bile fikir pasal wat happend, i mean bout him, aku sedih sgt2. i love him soo much. since arwah mak tak ade ni aku dapat rase kan yg ayah sungguh tertekan. tp ayah aku cume diam je. aku tau ape yang ayah rase tp dia sendiri tak mampu nak berkata2.tiap malam die luah kan pada aku.sedih. kalau dulu arwah mak ade, ringan sikit beban die. bile aku cite kat anak buah aku pasal y ayah aku suruh tanda tangan surat tu, die ckp 'kalau kak liza nak senangkan ayah kak liza, 1 je, kawin...baru kurang beban die'...then aku terpk..aku tau die risaukan aku. aku the only anak perempuan n the only yg belum kawin.ofkoz die akan tanggung aku sbb ayah rasa aku masih d bawah tanggungan die.ofkoz. tp ape yang aku pk, kalau aku kawin..camne dengan die?...sape nak jage die?..sape nak jge makan minum die.. aku akan izinkan kalau ayah aku nak kawin lagi sbb atleast ade org akan jage die. aku pun bole kawin kalau jodoh dh sampai. ape yg ayah pikirkan sbnrnye?.
Kalau arwah mak masih ade, dh lame aku keje dlm bidang yg aku nak yg mane peluang tu tak ade kt ipo ni. aku dh 25 n nak masok 26, tp aku masih tak ade even 1 tahun pun pengalaman dalam bidang aku. kalau aku tak pikir kan ayah, dah lame aku pg. bkn nye aku tak ade peluang, bkn nye tak ade org panggil aku dtg interview, tp aku terpakse lupekan sbb aku taknak tnggl kan ayah. cita2 atau ayah?. aku pilih ayah. lupekan cita2. bazirkan 5 tahun belajar n duit yg d spend. utk ayah. sbb aku cume ade ayah je.
kalau sebut pasal kawin..tipu kalau aku ckp aku taknak kawin memandangkan aku dh sygkan die. tp ayah?...hmmm...mayb terlalu awal utk aku ckp pasal kawin dgn die tp ape tujuan kte sygkan org tu kalau kite tak pikir kan utk punyai mase hadapan dengan die?.
Tp..aku nak balas jasa ayah aku..aku nk tanggung ayah. tp cmne kalau aku masih keje cmni?..yg gaji nye utk diri aku sendiri pn tak cukup. kat ipo ni demand gaji tinggi taknak trime, tp...haihhhh.....
pape pn, yg aku tau, aku belum bersedia tinggalkan ayah lg.
ayah...im still ur baby girl...i love you soo much....no one can replace u in my heart..
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
AYAH
Masih kuat ke aku utk hadapi segala kemungkinan yg akan dtg nanti? Mampu ke lg aku jd kuat n tabah. Sbb skrg ni pn aku rase aku dh lemah. Mase ibu tercinta meninggalkan aku 5 bln yg lps aku agak kuat n masih mampu menerima keadaan n menerima takdir sbb aku masih ade ayah. Yer...ayah adalah kekuatan aku sekarang ni. Tp masihkah aku akan kuat bila ayah tiada nanti? Hurm..keep on thinking bout dis lps ayah suruh tanda tangan surat wakil penerima utk pencen die jika ape2 berlaku..ayah ckp 'tanda tangan surat ni..kalau ayah meninggal nanti...'..terus aku potong ckp die..nape la ayah ckp cmtu..aku xnak duit tu..aku cume nak ayah sentiasa ada utk aku.. Ya Allah..kuat kan semangat aku ya Allah..
Tak mampu nak menulis panjang sbb minda tgh berpusing2 berfikir..
Tak mampu nak menulis panjang sbb minda tgh berpusing2 berfikir..
Saturday, November 19, 2011
WRITE 3
Only tears is my company every night
Only memories can make me smile
Only dream can make me happy
Only me who understand me
Only memories can make me smile
Only dream can make me happy
Only me who understand me
WRITE 2
Feel bad
Feel down
Sometimes i juz wanna b alone
Sometimes i think i dont need anyone
yes i dont need anyone
All my doing is wrong
All my words is a knife
Everything is not right
For you
Wrap myself around the blanket
that the only way dat make me comfort
make me feel safe
i juz wanna stay away from this cruel world
Full with heartache
full with teardrops
I have to pretend
that im cool with it
accept whatever that make me sick
coz i dont wanna stress u out
Feel down
Sometimes i juz wanna b alone
Sometimes i think i dont need anyone
yes i dont need anyone
All my doing is wrong
All my words is a knife
Everything is not right
For you
Wrap myself around the blanket
that the only way dat make me comfort
make me feel safe
i juz wanna stay away from this cruel world
Full with heartache
full with teardrops
I have to pretend
that im cool with it
accept whatever that make me sick
coz i dont wanna stress u out
Friday, November 18, 2011
WRITE 1
Why is it so hard for u to accept how am I
now I know u dissapointed with me
and now u regret
coz im turn out to b someone u not expected to be..
I dont deserve you.
u are too good and too nice
I hurt u soo much
And im juz like the other
It my bad
I treat u not like I suppose to treat u
u deserve to b with someone
who never hurt u
never treat u bad
never dissapoint u
u deserve someone better
someone nice
someone can take care everything bout u
someone that take care of herself
I hate myself
I hate myself coz I hurt u
I hate myself coz im not turn out to b
someone that u want me to b
I hate myself coz im not make u happy
I juz hate myself....
now I know u dissapointed with me
and now u regret
coz im turn out to b someone u not expected to be..
I dont deserve you.
u are too good and too nice
I hurt u soo much
And im juz like the other
It my bad
I treat u not like I suppose to treat u
u deserve to b with someone
who never hurt u
never treat u bad
never dissapoint u
u deserve someone better
someone nice
someone can take care everything bout u
someone that take care of herself
I hate myself
I hate myself coz I hurt u
I hate myself coz im not turn out to b
someone that u want me to b
I hate myself coz im not make u happy
I juz hate myself....
Thursday, November 17, 2011
BOUT US
Rahsia Bulan Kelahiran Mengikut Kajian 25 Tahun Dr Fadhilah Kamsah
JANUARI
bercita-cita tinggi dan orangnya serius, suka mendidik dan dididik, sangat mudah melihat kelemahan orang dan suka mengkritik, rajin dan setiap yg dibuat nampak keuntungan, suka smart, kemas dan teratur bersifat sensitif , berfikiran mendalam, pandai mengambil hati org lain, pendiam kecuali telah dirangsang, agak pemalu, daya tumpuan yang sangat tinggi, mudah mendisiplinkan diri sendiri, badannya sihat tetapi mudah diserang selsema, bersikap romantik tetapi tidak pandai mempamirkannya, cukup sayang pd kanak-kanak, suka duduk rumah, setia pada segala-galanya, perlu belajar kemahiran sosial, cukup cemburu yg sangat tinggi
MAC
berpesonaliti yg menarik dan menawan, mudah didampingi, sgt pemalu dan pemendam rasa, sgt baik secara semulajadi, jujur pemurah dan mudah simpati, sgt sensitif pd perkataan yg dituturkan dan alam persekitaran, suka pada kedamaian, sgt peka kepada orang lain, sesuai dgn kerjaya yg memberi khidmat kepada org lain, tidak cepat marah dan sangat amanah, tahu balas budi dan tahu kenang budi, pemerhatian dan penilaian yg sangat tajam, kecenderungan utk berdendam jika tidak dikawal, suka berangan-angan, suka melancong, sgt manja dan suka diberi perhatian yg sangat tinggi, kelam kabut dalam memilih pasangan, suka dgn hiasan rumahtangga, punya bakat seni dalalm bidang muzik, kecenderungan kepada benda yang istimewa dan baik, jgn terlalu moody.
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Personaliti Dan Binatang Dedah Rahsia Diri
Januari 10-24 ~ Tikus
Mac 16-23 ~ Tikus
Tikus:
Kamu ini memang penuh dengan muslihat! Namun, sikap itulah yang menjadikan kamu nampak bijak dan menjadikan wajah kamu comel dan mudah menarik
perhatian orang disekelilingmu. Ramai yang suka berkawan dengan kamu kerana sikap kamu yang memang mengundang keseronokan kepada orang lain. Memang kamu sering dijemput untuk memeriahkan majlis dan ramai yang menyukai
kehadiran kamu, tetapi kamu begitu sensitif orangnya dan itu menjadikan orang sekelilingmu berhati-hati untuk berbicara dengan kamu. sekiranya ada yang berani menggunakan perkataan kasar, memang mereka akan mengundang kemarahan kamu di tahap maksimum! Kamu perlu bijak mengawal emosi kamu
kerana teman-teman juga manusia yang tidak lepas dari melakukan kesilapan.
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Rahsia Kasih Sayang Berdasarkan Bulan
Januari
- Mudah jatuh cinta terhadap individu yang mempunyai daya tarikan
- Mudah melupakan perasaan cinta terhadap orang yang dicintai sekiranya dikhianati
- Sukar setia pada yang satu.
- Pandai mengambil hati pasangannya tapi mudah melukai pasangannya
- Selalu berdiam diri ketika bertemu dengan pasangannya.
- Bersikap romantik tapi tidak pandai memperlihatkannya.
- Sikap cemburu yang tinggi terhadap pasangannya tapi tidak kisah sekirannya
pasangannya cemburu terhadapnya.
- Bakal jadi seorang bapa atau ibu yang penyayang.
- Pasangan ideal untuk individu yang lahir dalam bulan Januari selalunya dilahirkan dalam bulan 3, 6,8,11.
- Kebanyakan bangsa Cina yang ramai lahir dalam bulan ini.
Mac
- Mudah menawan hati pasangannya.
- Sentiasa ingin didampingi oleh pasangannya.
- Sangat pemalu dalam meluahkan isi hati
- Sangat baik dalam menjaga perhubungan
-Amat sukar melupakan pasangan yang dicintai.
- Persaan cemburu yang minima.
- Sangat manja dan sering ingin dimanjai pasangannya.
- Mudah memilih pasangan tanpa berfikir dengan waras.
- Sentiasa mengharapkan keistimewaan dari pasangan.
- Suka menuduh melulu tanpa usul periksa.
- Berprasangka terhadap pasangan.
- Pasangam Ideal: Lahir dalam bulan 1,5,10,12.
- Kebanyakkan orang Eropah lahir dalam bulan ini.
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1+8+0+3+1+9+8+6=6+3=9
1+3+0+1+1+9+8+4=2+7=9
Nombor 9
NOMBOR ini lambang kebenaran. Kerana itu polis menggunakan 999? Ia juga lambang tenaga yang kuat. Sebab itulah ia disimbolkan sebagai perjuangan, kepahlawanan, peperangan dan pertikaian. Bagaimanapun mereka yang bernaung di bawahnya mudah terlanjur dalam perbuatan dan percakapan atau suka lepas cakap. Tapi, jangan bimbang... walaupun mudah terlanjur tetapi anda seorang yang cukup sempurna dalam hal ilmu keduniaan. Nombor ini boleh digunakan untuk mencari semula barang hilang. Ingat nombor 9, barang yang hilang akan jumpa semula, jika tersalah simpan!
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Tarikh Lahir pada 3, 18 & 29
Sabar serta pandai menguasai diri adalah ciri yang khas bagi pasangan yang lahir pada tarikh ini. Tapi jangan cuba mempermain-mainkannya, dia akan mengamuk dengan hebat. Dia tergolong pasangan yang bijaksana dan bertanggungjawab. Sifat jujur & ramah adalah modal utamanya dalam bergaul. Tapi dalam soal cinta dia merupakan pasangan yang susah untuk di mengertikan.
Tarikh Lahir pada 4, & 13
Pasangan yang lahir pada tarikh ini adalah seorang yang pandai, suka bergaul dan mudah berubah pendapat. Dia seringkali tidak yakin dengan diri sendiri.Dalam soal cinta, dia tergolong pasangan yang mata keranjang dan suka bertukar-tukar partner. Sifat ini membuatkan orang tidak suka apa lagi untuk bersimpati dengannya. Dia sering bersifat dingin kepada orang lain kerana menganggap orang lain merupakan faktor penyebab timbulnya masalah. Tapi dia memiliki sifat kelakar, mudah ketawa dan kadangkala bersikap keanak-anakkan.
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Zodiak
Capricorn-Yang Posesif
Ciri Positif:
Orang yang lahir pada tarikh antara 21 Disember hingga 19 Januari dikatakan bernaung di bawah zodiak Capricorn, yang berlambang kambing. Anda mengutamakan kejayaan, status, kedudukan, reputasi, kesetiaan, penumpuan, di samping berkebolehan menyelesaikan masalah, bertanggungjawab, memperlihatkan kebijaksanaan, dan keseriusan belajar melalui pengalaman.
Ciri Negatif:
Walau bagaimanapun, ada kalanya anda bersikap memandang buruk (pesimis), selalu terpaksa, membebankan, menghadapi halangan, memperlihatkan batasan, kurang simpati, berada dalam ketakutan, dan pemikiran sempit.
Kualiti Astrologi:
Anda termasuk dalam kategori kardinal, iaitu aktif. Dengan kualiti ini anda dianggap baik untuk memulakan setiap projek baru. Lambang-lambang yang termasuk dalam kategori kardinal selain anda ialah ARIES, CANCER dan LIBRA.
Pisces Yang Sensitif
Ciri Positif:
Orang yang lahir pada tarikh antara 19 Febuari hingga 20 Mac dikatakan bernaung di bawah zodiak Pisces, yang berlambang ikan. Anda mengutamakan cinta sejagat, bersifat manja, sentiasa mencari ilham, memperlihatkan kepercayaan, ada persefahaman, berjiwa puitis, gemarkan muzik, beragama, bersifat setia, mampu melayan diri, mengutamakan kerohanian, dan tidak mudah mengaku kalah.
Ciri Negatif:
Walau bagaimanapun, ada kalanya anda berasa keliru, bersalah, mudah mengaku kalah - diri, kecewa, bimbang, risau, terlibat dalam penipuan, ketagihan, dan mudah menurut kemahuan hati.
Kualiti Astrologi:
Anda termasuk dalam kategori berubah-ubah, iaitu mudah mengalami daya perubahan, daya penyesuaian dan daya keseimbangan. Dengan kategori berubah-ubah ini, anda adalah kreatif walaupun tidak selalu praktikal. Lambang-lambang yang termasuk dalam kategori berubah-ubah selain anda ialah GEMINI, VIRGO dan SAGITTARIUS.
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JANUARI
bercita-cita tinggi dan orangnya serius, suka mendidik dan dididik, sangat mudah melihat kelemahan orang dan suka mengkritik, rajin dan setiap yg dibuat nampak keuntungan, suka smart, kemas dan teratur bersifat sensitif , berfikiran mendalam, pandai mengambil hati org lain, pendiam kecuali telah dirangsang, agak pemalu, daya tumpuan yang sangat tinggi, mudah mendisiplinkan diri sendiri, badannya sihat tetapi mudah diserang selsema, bersikap romantik tetapi tidak pandai mempamirkannya, cukup sayang pd kanak-kanak, suka duduk rumah, setia pada segala-galanya, perlu belajar kemahiran sosial, cukup cemburu yg sangat tinggi
MAC
berpesonaliti yg menarik dan menawan, mudah didampingi, sgt pemalu dan pemendam rasa, sgt baik secara semulajadi, jujur pemurah dan mudah simpati, sgt sensitif pd perkataan yg dituturkan dan alam persekitaran, suka pada kedamaian, sgt peka kepada orang lain, sesuai dgn kerjaya yg memberi khidmat kepada org lain, tidak cepat marah dan sangat amanah, tahu balas budi dan tahu kenang budi, pemerhatian dan penilaian yg sangat tajam, kecenderungan utk berdendam jika tidak dikawal, suka berangan-angan, suka melancong, sgt manja dan suka diberi perhatian yg sangat tinggi, kelam kabut dalam memilih pasangan, suka dgn hiasan rumahtangga, punya bakat seni dalalm bidang muzik, kecenderungan kepada benda yang istimewa dan baik, jgn terlalu moody.
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Personaliti Dan Binatang Dedah Rahsia Diri
Januari 10-24 ~ Tikus
Mac 16-23 ~ Tikus
Tikus:
Kamu ini memang penuh dengan muslihat! Namun, sikap itulah yang menjadikan kamu nampak bijak dan menjadikan wajah kamu comel dan mudah menarik
perhatian orang disekelilingmu. Ramai yang suka berkawan dengan kamu kerana sikap kamu yang memang mengundang keseronokan kepada orang lain. Memang kamu sering dijemput untuk memeriahkan majlis dan ramai yang menyukai
kehadiran kamu, tetapi kamu begitu sensitif orangnya dan itu menjadikan orang sekelilingmu berhati-hati untuk berbicara dengan kamu. sekiranya ada yang berani menggunakan perkataan kasar, memang mereka akan mengundang kemarahan kamu di tahap maksimum! Kamu perlu bijak mengawal emosi kamu
kerana teman-teman juga manusia yang tidak lepas dari melakukan kesilapan.
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Rahsia Kasih Sayang Berdasarkan Bulan
Januari
- Mudah jatuh cinta terhadap individu yang mempunyai daya tarikan
- Mudah melupakan perasaan cinta terhadap orang yang dicintai sekiranya dikhianati
- Sukar setia pada yang satu.
- Pandai mengambil hati pasangannya tapi mudah melukai pasangannya
- Selalu berdiam diri ketika bertemu dengan pasangannya.
- Bersikap romantik tapi tidak pandai memperlihatkannya.
- Sikap cemburu yang tinggi terhadap pasangannya tapi tidak kisah sekirannya
pasangannya cemburu terhadapnya.
- Bakal jadi seorang bapa atau ibu yang penyayang.
- Pasangan ideal untuk individu yang lahir dalam bulan Januari selalunya dilahirkan dalam bulan 3, 6,8,11.
- Kebanyakan bangsa Cina yang ramai lahir dalam bulan ini.
Mac
- Mudah menawan hati pasangannya.
- Sentiasa ingin didampingi oleh pasangannya.
- Sangat pemalu dalam meluahkan isi hati
- Sangat baik dalam menjaga perhubungan
-Amat sukar melupakan pasangan yang dicintai.
- Persaan cemburu yang minima.
- Sangat manja dan sering ingin dimanjai pasangannya.
- Mudah memilih pasangan tanpa berfikir dengan waras.
- Sentiasa mengharapkan keistimewaan dari pasangan.
- Suka menuduh melulu tanpa usul periksa.
- Berprasangka terhadap pasangan.
- Pasangam Ideal: Lahir dalam bulan 1,5,10,12.
- Kebanyakkan orang Eropah lahir dalam bulan ini.
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1+8+0+3+1+9+8+6=6+3=9
1+3+0+1+1+9+8+4=2+7=9
Nombor 9
NOMBOR ini lambang kebenaran. Kerana itu polis menggunakan 999? Ia juga lambang tenaga yang kuat. Sebab itulah ia disimbolkan sebagai perjuangan, kepahlawanan, peperangan dan pertikaian. Bagaimanapun mereka yang bernaung di bawahnya mudah terlanjur dalam perbuatan dan percakapan atau suka lepas cakap. Tapi, jangan bimbang... walaupun mudah terlanjur tetapi anda seorang yang cukup sempurna dalam hal ilmu keduniaan. Nombor ini boleh digunakan untuk mencari semula barang hilang. Ingat nombor 9, barang yang hilang akan jumpa semula, jika tersalah simpan!
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Tarikh Lahir pada 3, 18 & 29
Sabar serta pandai menguasai diri adalah ciri yang khas bagi pasangan yang lahir pada tarikh ini. Tapi jangan cuba mempermain-mainkannya, dia akan mengamuk dengan hebat. Dia tergolong pasangan yang bijaksana dan bertanggungjawab. Sifat jujur & ramah adalah modal utamanya dalam bergaul. Tapi dalam soal cinta dia merupakan pasangan yang susah untuk di mengertikan.
Tarikh Lahir pada 4, & 13
Pasangan yang lahir pada tarikh ini adalah seorang yang pandai, suka bergaul dan mudah berubah pendapat. Dia seringkali tidak yakin dengan diri sendiri.Dalam soal cinta, dia tergolong pasangan yang mata keranjang dan suka bertukar-tukar partner. Sifat ini membuatkan orang tidak suka apa lagi untuk bersimpati dengannya. Dia sering bersifat dingin kepada orang lain kerana menganggap orang lain merupakan faktor penyebab timbulnya masalah. Tapi dia memiliki sifat kelakar, mudah ketawa dan kadangkala bersikap keanak-anakkan.
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Zodiak
Capricorn-Yang Posesif
Ciri Positif:
Orang yang lahir pada tarikh antara 21 Disember hingga 19 Januari dikatakan bernaung di bawah zodiak Capricorn, yang berlambang kambing. Anda mengutamakan kejayaan, status, kedudukan, reputasi, kesetiaan, penumpuan, di samping berkebolehan menyelesaikan masalah, bertanggungjawab, memperlihatkan kebijaksanaan, dan keseriusan belajar melalui pengalaman.
Ciri Negatif:
Walau bagaimanapun, ada kalanya anda bersikap memandang buruk (pesimis), selalu terpaksa, membebankan, menghadapi halangan, memperlihatkan batasan, kurang simpati, berada dalam ketakutan, dan pemikiran sempit.
Kualiti Astrologi:
Anda termasuk dalam kategori kardinal, iaitu aktif. Dengan kualiti ini anda dianggap baik untuk memulakan setiap projek baru. Lambang-lambang yang termasuk dalam kategori kardinal selain anda ialah ARIES, CANCER dan LIBRA.
Pisces Yang Sensitif
Ciri Positif:
Orang yang lahir pada tarikh antara 19 Febuari hingga 20 Mac dikatakan bernaung di bawah zodiak Pisces, yang berlambang ikan. Anda mengutamakan cinta sejagat, bersifat manja, sentiasa mencari ilham, memperlihatkan kepercayaan, ada persefahaman, berjiwa puitis, gemarkan muzik, beragama, bersifat setia, mampu melayan diri, mengutamakan kerohanian, dan tidak mudah mengaku kalah.
Ciri Negatif:
Walau bagaimanapun, ada kalanya anda berasa keliru, bersalah, mudah mengaku kalah - diri, kecewa, bimbang, risau, terlibat dalam penipuan, ketagihan, dan mudah menurut kemahuan hati.
Kualiti Astrologi:
Anda termasuk dalam kategori berubah-ubah, iaitu mudah mengalami daya perubahan, daya penyesuaian dan daya keseimbangan. Dengan kategori berubah-ubah ini, anda adalah kreatif walaupun tidak selalu praktikal. Lambang-lambang yang termasuk dalam kategori berubah-ubah selain anda ialah GEMINI, VIRGO dan SAGITTARIUS.
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Pape pn ni sekadar suke2..jgn percaya 100%..kalau yg mane terkene batang hidung tu anggap la secara kebetulan k...sekadar mengisi mase lapang je...juz for fun...
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
MORE WRITING
Wish him to know
what and how
i feel and think
what hidden beneath
i wish he would
understand me more
i wish he can read
my mind
even without speak
or react
wish to be pamper
wish him to listen
to every nonsense
that come out
from my mouth
what and how
i feel and think
what hidden beneath
i wish he would
understand me more
i wish he can read
my mind
even without speak
or react
wish to be pamper
wish him to listen
to every nonsense
that come out
from my mouth
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
COMEL..
Curi conversation kt fb...i found it soo cute of him...
Unn Adnan
....was given the task to come up with special name dedicated only to her..part of her brilliant idea to reduce the communication gap...Other than sayang, dear, honey, luv...what's left....What are some of the special name that u managed to come up to address that special one...Please no Jose Mourinho joke!
LikeUnlike · · about an hour ago ·
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Michael Tan- This reminds me of a joke.
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Unn Adnan- Mike, that special name, please....
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Michael Tan- There's this old geezer who invited his friend over for dinner. All night long he was calling his wife dear, sweetheart and all kinds of endearing names. The friend commented on what a loving couple they were. The old geezer said "Frankly to tell you the truth, I forgot her name a long time ago."
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Unn Adnan Hahaha.....LOL! still laughing....this is not straight from your LIFE experience? more good stuff from you...
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Michael Tan Oh no ... for me, I always remember .. hahaha .. nanti kena bantai !!
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Unn Adnan nowadays....no more cases where the hubby fear the queen control syndrome, but the ladies have NO FEAR for men...nowadays the ladies luv getting physical, while men remains the punching back..i
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Munawwar Hidayat Ahmad i got to know my wife thru irc, til now i called her nickname in short. fiq=syafiqah
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Unn Adnan If we hit the ladies, the society will label the act as domestic violence, while if the ladies hit US, then the society will claims the act as gender balance and condonce the act as justice for gender indifference...
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Unn Adnan Munawwar Hidayat Ahmad, thanks...but I thinking beyond short names, more gearing towards nama manja that out of this world, only meant for her....
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Munawwar Hidayat Ahmad hmmm how bout virgin galactic then?
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Unn Adnan do not want to go into that direction....coz virginity is too overrated...
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Munawwar Hidayat Ahmad then Gliese the new planet
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Azlina Ahmad How about chiquita?
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Juliana Beth Cooper I call my other half "Rockstar" cos that's his essence & I'm his loyal groupie. What's her essence? When you think of her, when you see her, what's the first bit about her that sticks on you like crazy glue? Start off that way, don't rush coming up with a term of endearment if it's meant to be a special bridge between the two of you. It'll come eventually, sometimes when you least expect it, bam! Wah! Banyak betoi philosampah aku!
Comel je kazen aku sorg ni....i can see dat u love her so much...and at the age like dat?...it is sooooo romantic....he brought her mase dtg melawat arwah mak aku kt hospital n she is beautiful...gojes and im support u 100% with her...love to see u guy..i realy adore dis kind of relationship....they look soo natural..not faking each other like certain relationship..their relationship looked extraordinary, i mean speacial... hahhah...liza doakan relationship korg berkekalan....
happy tgk org bahagia n happy with their partner...
Unn Adnan
....was given the task to come up with special name dedicated only to her..part of her brilliant idea to reduce the communication gap...Other than sayang, dear, honey, luv...what's left....What are some of the special name that u managed to come up to address that special one...Please no Jose Mourinho joke!
LikeUnlike · · about an hour ago ·
o
Michael Tan- This reminds me of a joke.
o
Unn Adnan- Mike, that special name, please....
o
Michael Tan- There's this old geezer who invited his friend over for dinner. All night long he was calling his wife dear, sweetheart and all kinds of endearing names. The friend commented on what a loving couple they were. The old geezer said "Frankly to tell you the truth, I forgot her name a long time ago."
o
Unn Adnan Hahaha.....LOL! still laughing....this is not straight from your LIFE experience? more good stuff from you...
o
Michael Tan Oh no ... for me, I always remember .. hahaha .. nanti kena bantai !!
o
Unn Adnan nowadays....no more cases where the hubby fear the queen control syndrome, but the ladies have NO FEAR for men...nowadays the ladies luv getting physical, while men remains the punching back..i
o
Munawwar Hidayat Ahmad i got to know my wife thru irc, til now i called her nickname in short. fiq=syafiqah
o
Unn Adnan If we hit the ladies, the society will label the act as domestic violence, while if the ladies hit US, then the society will claims the act as gender balance and condonce the act as justice for gender indifference...
o
Unn Adnan Munawwar Hidayat Ahmad, thanks...but I thinking beyond short names, more gearing towards nama manja that out of this world, only meant for her....
o
Munawwar Hidayat Ahmad hmmm how bout virgin galactic then?
o
Unn Adnan do not want to go into that direction....coz virginity is too overrated...
o
Munawwar Hidayat Ahmad then Gliese the new planet
o
Azlina Ahmad How about chiquita?
o
Juliana Beth Cooper I call my other half "Rockstar" cos that's his essence & I'm his loyal groupie. What's her essence? When you think of her, when you see her, what's the first bit about her that sticks on you like crazy glue? Start off that way, don't rush coming up with a term of endearment if it's meant to be a special bridge between the two of you. It'll come eventually, sometimes when you least expect it, bam! Wah! Banyak betoi philosampah aku!
Comel je kazen aku sorg ni....i can see dat u love her so much...and at the age like dat?...it is sooooo romantic....he brought her mase dtg melawat arwah mak aku kt hospital n she is beautiful...gojes and im support u 100% with her...love to see u guy..i realy adore dis kind of relationship....they look soo natural..not faking each other like certain relationship..their relationship looked extraordinary, i mean speacial... hahhah...liza doakan relationship korg berkekalan....
happy tgk org bahagia n happy with their partner...
WRITE
Maybe he ashamed of me
having a very typical person by his side
Never bring me to meet his friends
not beautiful like all his girlfriends
not cool enough, got no style.
he ashamed of me
when i need u the most, u get mad at me.
im sorry...it a wrong time
but i need u so much at that time
all i think is you
but u don't know that.
i know im a burden
maybe i should go away from your life
i should be someone who ease you
but im human
always having difficultly with my life sometimes
and i drag u along with it
i thought im doing good enough for you
but instead
im sorry im not perfect...
having a very typical person by his side
Never bring me to meet his friends
not beautiful like all his girlfriends
not cool enough, got no style.
he ashamed of me
when i need u the most, u get mad at me.
im sorry...it a wrong time
but i need u so much at that time
all i think is you
but u don't know that.
i know im a burden
maybe i should go away from your life
i should be someone who ease you
but im human
always having difficultly with my life sometimes
and i drag u along with it
i thought im doing good enough for you
but instead
im sorry im not perfect...
Monday, November 14, 2011
DELAY
On d way back to ipo after 2 days spent time with him in kl was fun even we looked like hv to survive...haha..train delay for 2 hours from 1130..deym..penat... Well..been waiting for something from him tell me 'something' tp sampai balik pn takde..huhu..he promised me dat..not actly promise la tp die ckp 'tnggu nti kte jmpe'..well..hmm..xde pn..bt it ok''mayb he is not ready yet kot..lupe? Bende penting cmni?..hmm..well..too much thingking..kind of rushing gak la kteorg sepanjang 2 ari ni...
Jumpe jaja after pernikahan dieorg 11.11:2011..sembang pasal the event..seronok dgr org bercerita pasal kawin..keinginan utk kawin lg membuak-buak tp..belum sampai mase utk aku n die lg..ade jodoh tak kemana...aku percaye pd takdir n ketentuan Allah..aku sentiasa berdoa jodoh aku ngn die..hope he is the last one..the life of my life..
I Love U...
Jumpe jaja after pernikahan dieorg 11.11:2011..sembang pasal the event..seronok dgr org bercerita pasal kawin..keinginan utk kawin lg membuak-buak tp..belum sampai mase utk aku n die lg..ade jodoh tak kemana...aku percaye pd takdir n ketentuan Allah..aku sentiasa berdoa jodoh aku ngn die..hope he is the last one..the life of my life..
I Love U...
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
FRAGILE
Im sorie for my attitude..im so fragile now..sungguh lemah..senang sgt nk menangis o trase ati..dulu aku tak mcmni..dulu aku bole d katakan agak kental. Tp now..after my mum past away, aku jd lemah..jiwa aku lemah..cpt trase ati..sbb..nth la..cmne nk ckp pn xtau..tp aku jd cmni now coz aku dh xde org yg bole motivate aku dr jauh..i mean, by talking o to see her face is enuf for me utk kuatkan jiwa aku even tanpa berkata kata..aku xperlu nk meluahkan..by looked at her, it ease me..tp skang aku dh xde kekuatan aku lg dh..aku dh ilang kekuatan aku selama lamanye.. Ayah aku plak adalah org yg mmbuatkan aku jd matang n berdikari..tp keadaan tak sama cm bila ada mak.. Mak lebih brlembut..Mum..i need u...i need u soo much...i miz u...rindu utk pnggl mak..rindu nak pegang tgn mak..
Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku..Kau kuatkan lah hamba mu yg keseorangan ni..
Al-fatihah..
B strong liza!!!..
Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku..Kau kuatkan lah hamba mu yg keseorangan ni..
Al-fatihah..
B strong liza!!!..
Monday, November 7, 2011
PLASTIC LOVE
Haha..dis is wat i do when im miz him..google his name n dis is wat i found...his ...watever it is(i dont know tp cm web utk lagu2 die mase tahun 2007 i guess)...
Well, like the song n like the lyric also..guess i know dat song tentang ape...hehe..bt still like it...n kt bwh ni lirik lagu PLASTIC LOVE...(jgn marah en adim)
Plastic Love
I used to live with a black hole in my soul,
I used to feel a parasite live in my heart.
I used to be someone that loved someone, deep in my heart,
I used to have someone that care much for me, every single things in me,
We shared all things weather bad or good, we just know how to smile,
We loved to eat sushi and smell something good for our nose...
I used to live with a black hole in my soul,
I used to carry on the plastic love.
I remember the day we watch the flowers grow,
I catch the butterfly and put it into a jar,
I showed to the world, what I gave to you, it comes from my heart,
You smile, I smile we keep running over the world.
The flowers die and she's gone....
And she's gone, the flowers die....
I used to live with a black hole in my soul,
I used to carry on the plastic love.
http://www.purevolume.com/sillhoutte
Well, like the song n like the lyric also..guess i know dat song tentang ape...hehe..bt still like it...n kt bwh ni lirik lagu PLASTIC LOVE...(jgn marah en adim)
Plastic Love
I used to live with a black hole in my soul,
I used to feel a parasite live in my heart.
I used to be someone that loved someone, deep in my heart,
I used to have someone that care much for me, every single things in me,
We shared all things weather bad or good, we just know how to smile,
We loved to eat sushi and smell something good for our nose...
I used to live with a black hole in my soul,
I used to carry on the plastic love.
I remember the day we watch the flowers grow,
I catch the butterfly and put it into a jar,
I showed to the world, what I gave to you, it comes from my heart,
You smile, I smile we keep running over the world.
The flowers die and she's gone....
And she's gone, the flowers die....
I used to live with a black hole in my soul,
I used to carry on the plastic love.
http://www.purevolume.com/sillhoutte
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Suede - She's In Fashion
She's the face on the radio
She's the body on the morning show
She's there shaking it out on the scene
And she's the colour of a magazine
(chorus)
And she's in fashion
Ouh Ouh Ouh
And she's in fashion
Ouh Ouh Ouh
She's employed where the sun don't set
And she's the shape of a cigarette
And she's the shake of a tambourine
And she's the colour of a magazine
(chorus)
(bridge)
Ah Ah
And if she tells you two is one
Then two is one my love
Ah Ah
And if she tells you you should know
Then you should know my love
She is strung out on a TV dream
And she's the taste of the gasoline
And she's as similar as you can get
To the shape of a cigarette
(chorus)
(outro)
The sunshine will blow my mind
And the wind blows my brain
Saturday, November 5, 2011
PENGHARGAAN
All the gud things yg kte o partner kite bwt semase kte menjalinkan hubungan cinta dgn partner kte mmg kte ssh nk nmpk..kte susah nk say thanks, ssh nk meluahkan yg betapa beruntungnye kte mempunyai partner yg sgt2 menyayangi diri kte seadanye..yg trime segala keburukan diri kte n menghayatii segala kebaikan yg kte ade n lakukan...
Sume bende ni jd sbb kte ego..trlalu ego nk meluahkan ape yg kite rase sbb kte xnk org tgk kte sbg org yg lemah..mmg org ckp 'xkan dgn bf/gf pn nk tnjuk ego o sentiasa nk menang je..sume diri sendiri yg btol..ni trjadi sbb mayb kte takot partner kte akan memandang rendah n 'pijak kepala' kalau kte tnjukkan yg kte ni lemah..so ego pn semakin menebal..
bile partner kte dh pg baru la kte menyesal..n dlm byk2 cite yg aku dgr adalah menyesal sbb xbwt mcm tu mcm ni..xjd mcm tu n mcm ni..mmg la xsume org beruntung n dpt ape yg die nak, n xsume org unlucky dpt sumone ygkaki pukul o partner yg tau appereciate kte sbb sume org x perfect.
kte akan lebih menghargai selepas kte kehilangan die..sbb kebiasaan yg d lakukan sdh tak ada..rutin harian dh bertukar menjadi sesuatu yg baru...tp tak gune nk menyesal sbb dh trlambat..
So...hargai lah ape yg ade dpn mate kte..hayati setiap ape yg brlaku n xpresikn ape yg kte rase bile kte rase bahagia..jgn selalu komplain. Amik mase utk brfikir sekiranye sesuatu yg jd tu bkn lah seperti ape yg kte nk die jd... So lengkapkan mane yg xlengkap pd partner kte. Trime kekurangan diri partner kte k...
Sekian...
Dh mcm bg motivasi lak...hehehe
Sume bende ni jd sbb kte ego..trlalu ego nk meluahkan ape yg kite rase sbb kte xnk org tgk kte sbg org yg lemah..mmg org ckp 'xkan dgn bf/gf pn nk tnjuk ego o sentiasa nk menang je..sume diri sendiri yg btol..ni trjadi sbb mayb kte takot partner kte akan memandang rendah n 'pijak kepala' kalau kte tnjukkan yg kte ni lemah..so ego pn semakin menebal..
bile partner kte dh pg baru la kte menyesal..n dlm byk2 cite yg aku dgr adalah menyesal sbb xbwt mcm tu mcm ni..xjd mcm tu n mcm ni..mmg la xsume org beruntung n dpt ape yg die nak, n xsume org unlucky dpt sumone ygkaki pukul o partner yg tau appereciate kte sbb sume org x perfect.
kte akan lebih menghargai selepas kte kehilangan die..sbb kebiasaan yg d lakukan sdh tak ada..rutin harian dh bertukar menjadi sesuatu yg baru...tp tak gune nk menyesal sbb dh trlambat..
So...hargai lah ape yg ade dpn mate kte..hayati setiap ape yg brlaku n xpresikn ape yg kte rase bile kte rase bahagia..jgn selalu komplain. Amik mase utk brfikir sekiranye sesuatu yg jd tu bkn lah seperti ape yg kte nk die jd... So lengkapkan mane yg xlengkap pd partner kte. Trime kekurangan diri partner kte k...
Sekian...
Dh mcm bg motivasi lak...hehehe
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
THOUGHT
Its not dat I totally 4get arwah mak..it juz dat im scare to think n remember n to miz her.. Coz whenever I think about her..i emotionally breakdown n really cnt handle my sadness.. I miz her so much..i miz her alot.. Im not strong enuff..bt im pretended to b.honestly I miz her every second..im avoiding to seeing at her pictures coz immediately im gonna cry. People might seeing me smile n happy but deep down im not sometime. I cnt b alone coz so many things on my mind when im alone.
Im weak..im totally weak. Bt im pretended to b strong n dont mind bout certain things. People might thinking that im heartless n mayb changing,. Yes i've learned to b harsh. I've trained my heart to b heartless. For my own good. Everytime I b like dat, im crying coz I know I hurt someone I love..im sorie for dat bt I hv to or. Im gonna hurt myself even more.. I've been hurt sooo many many time. Even my heart didnt hv more time to heal, it broke...even worst. Hv to blame myself for being sooo easy to fell.. From dat, i've learned. Im sorie..i know i've hurt u alot. Didnt mean to....
We already know dat, in a relationship should hv different personality or attitude so dat we can complete each other. Am I rite? Hv u ever think in a relationship, if both of them fragile? Yg cni merajuk n the same time partner die pn merajok.. Dont u think its gonna b worst?..hmm..
Im going to far actly.. Started with other story end up with cerita lain.. Juz a heart talk b4 sleep..
Im weak..im totally weak. Bt im pretended to b strong n dont mind bout certain things. People might thinking that im heartless n mayb changing,. Yes i've learned to b harsh. I've trained my heart to b heartless. For my own good. Everytime I b like dat, im crying coz I know I hurt someone I love..im sorie for dat bt I hv to or. Im gonna hurt myself even more.. I've been hurt sooo many many time. Even my heart didnt hv more time to heal, it broke...even worst. Hv to blame myself for being sooo easy to fell.. From dat, i've learned. Im sorie..i know i've hurt u alot. Didnt mean to....
We already know dat, in a relationship should hv different personality or attitude so dat we can complete each other. Am I rite? Hv u ever think in a relationship, if both of them fragile? Yg cni merajuk n the same time partner die pn merajok.. Dont u think its gonna b worst?..hmm..
Im going to far actly.. Started with other story end up with cerita lain.. Juz a heart talk b4 sleep..
HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU
One of my fav muvi... muvi ni bg aku semangat bile aku rase down sbb single. well..im human being n ade hati n perasaan. ingin rase disayangi n d cintai n d rindui...(oh my..what am i saying?...hahhaha)..dulu bile aku rase down d permainkan lelaki aku akn tgk cite ni..take note..hahha..pathetic sungguh kan...
Tp seriously, pd gadis2 yg single tu, i suggest tgk la cite ni. sbb cite ni bwt aku appreciate mase single aku. barisan pelakon nye pn otai2 sume..such as...
# Ben Affleck
# Jennifer Aniston
# Drew Barrymore
# Jennifer Connelly
# Kevin Connolly
# Bradley Cooper
# Ginnifer Goodwin
# Scarlett Johansson
# Justin Long
He's Just Not That into You
cari la cite ni..
note-beli yg original ok..
Tambahan- sign he's just not that into u...
If He Shows Himself, Believe Him
“The first time someone shows you who they are, believe them.” — This is my favorite quote by Maya Angelou. It so succinctly conveys an important life lesson, that when followed will prevent a lot of disappointment (in more areas than just your love life).
Recently one of my clients began dating someone and while each date was “good” there were signs, that now in hindsight (she has broken up with him) were distinct warnings that the relationship was doomed.
Lessons Learned
He was an attractive, charismatic guy who said all the right things, but his actions were subtlety contradictory. It started out very small — he said, “I’ll call you back in an hour” and that turned into the next day. She was able to rationalize this because he works long hours and has a lot on his mind. But with nearly each interaction, the inconsistency between words and action grew louder — he “loves” kids, but EVERY one he saw when they were together was a “brat” or “annoying”.
Luckily, she was cognizant of each sign and was able to exit the relationship before things went too far. Hearing her story reminded me of how important it is to be aware of “signs” in a relationship. No different than if you were driving down an unfamiliar street, you need to be aware of every posted sign, otherwise you may never reach your intended destination.
Here are some telltale signs that the person you’re dating is conveying suspect behavior.
If He Makes An Abrupt Change Of Plans
Changing plans once, I get. Twice is bad but I could understand. Anything else is just downright disrespectful. His actions are saying that you are not a priority, you’re an option and not the best choice at the moment. Say bye-bye!
If He’s M.I.A. (Missing In Action)
Sure, they could be on a quick mission to Afghanistan to execute the world’s most feared terrorist, but chances are they’re not. Be leery of those who disappear for a few days, stop all communication, and then call suddenly. No thanks!
If He’s Aggressive
Is he pushing for sex on the second date? Asking you why he hasn’t met your parents, and it’s only date # 3?? Any behavior that is forceful, especially early on, will only progress in the future. Just say no!
If He’s Uncertain
“I don’t know. What do you want to do?”
If that becomes their most frequent line when preparing for a date, prepare for a life of boredom. This guy lacks spontaneity and creativity. He’s telling you that he only wants to follow your lead or simply has no motivation. Pass!
If He Makes Too Many House Calls
“Can I come over to your place?” is his version of date night. Inviting someone to your house early in the relationship (or going to his) is an overall bad move. Let it be known that your home is not conducive to dating…there’s a world of activities outside of it. Anytime someone continuously makes this request, it’s clear they’re not interested in a serious relationship. Peace homie!
He Makes Frequent Mentions Of Past Relationships
Living in the past is extremely dangerous. If he can’t stop talking about how great the old flame was or how he enjoyed the things they did, chances are he still wishes he was in that moment. Do yourself (and him) a favor by letting him go to pursue her or to really prepare himself to be in a new relationship. Flag on the play!
He Makes Constant Comparisons
I’ll never forget what my wife told me the first time (and last time) I compared her to my momma. I said: I used to get a home-cooked meal every night. Her reply: perhaps you should move back in with her then! If you’re always being compared to someone else in their life, they haven’t yet fully appreciated your uniqueness. Later!
If He's Rude to Others
When you met, he was so polite. He even talked about how important it is to treat others the way you would want to be treated. But, it’s your third date and the waiter forgot the extra lemon wedges… before the waiter is out of earshot, he shouts “Stupid Motha F…” Hmmm…Is that the way he would want to be treated? Next!
Decide Carefully
Now, I’m not saying that any one these behaviors exhibited alone is the key to issue your man his “pink slip”, but if one or more of these signs persist in your relationship, don’t be afraid to show him who you are by standing up for what’s important to you and communicating those things that you will not tolerate. Doing otherwise will have him to believe that you will accept whatever is dished. Open dialogue is the key to sustaining a healthy relationship.
from google...
love urself first then u can love somebody else...
Tp seriously, pd gadis2 yg single tu, i suggest tgk la cite ni. sbb cite ni bwt aku appreciate mase single aku. barisan pelakon nye pn otai2 sume..such as...
# Ben Affleck
# Jennifer Aniston
# Drew Barrymore
# Jennifer Connelly
# Kevin Connolly
# Bradley Cooper
# Ginnifer Goodwin
# Scarlett Johansson
# Justin Long
He's Just Not That into You
cari la cite ni..
note-beli yg original ok..
Tambahan- sign he's just not that into u...
If He Shows Himself, Believe Him
“The first time someone shows you who they are, believe them.” — This is my favorite quote by Maya Angelou. It so succinctly conveys an important life lesson, that when followed will prevent a lot of disappointment (in more areas than just your love life).
Recently one of my clients began dating someone and while each date was “good” there were signs, that now in hindsight (she has broken up with him) were distinct warnings that the relationship was doomed.
Lessons Learned
He was an attractive, charismatic guy who said all the right things, but his actions were subtlety contradictory. It started out very small — he said, “I’ll call you back in an hour” and that turned into the next day. She was able to rationalize this because he works long hours and has a lot on his mind. But with nearly each interaction, the inconsistency between words and action grew louder — he “loves” kids, but EVERY one he saw when they were together was a “brat” or “annoying”.
Luckily, she was cognizant of each sign and was able to exit the relationship before things went too far. Hearing her story reminded me of how important it is to be aware of “signs” in a relationship. No different than if you were driving down an unfamiliar street, you need to be aware of every posted sign, otherwise you may never reach your intended destination.
Here are some telltale signs that the person you’re dating is conveying suspect behavior.
If He Makes An Abrupt Change Of Plans
Changing plans once, I get. Twice is bad but I could understand. Anything else is just downright disrespectful. His actions are saying that you are not a priority, you’re an option and not the best choice at the moment. Say bye-bye!
If He’s M.I.A. (Missing In Action)
Sure, they could be on a quick mission to Afghanistan to execute the world’s most feared terrorist, but chances are they’re not. Be leery of those who disappear for a few days, stop all communication, and then call suddenly. No thanks!
If He’s Aggressive
Is he pushing for sex on the second date? Asking you why he hasn’t met your parents, and it’s only date # 3?? Any behavior that is forceful, especially early on, will only progress in the future. Just say no!
If He’s Uncertain
“I don’t know. What do you want to do?”
If that becomes their most frequent line when preparing for a date, prepare for a life of boredom. This guy lacks spontaneity and creativity. He’s telling you that he only wants to follow your lead or simply has no motivation. Pass!
If He Makes Too Many House Calls
“Can I come over to your place?” is his version of date night. Inviting someone to your house early in the relationship (or going to his) is an overall bad move. Let it be known that your home is not conducive to dating…there’s a world of activities outside of it. Anytime someone continuously makes this request, it’s clear they’re not interested in a serious relationship. Peace homie!
He Makes Frequent Mentions Of Past Relationships
Living in the past is extremely dangerous. If he can’t stop talking about how great the old flame was or how he enjoyed the things they did, chances are he still wishes he was in that moment. Do yourself (and him) a favor by letting him go to pursue her or to really prepare himself to be in a new relationship. Flag on the play!
He Makes Constant Comparisons
I’ll never forget what my wife told me the first time (and last time) I compared her to my momma. I said: I used to get a home-cooked meal every night. Her reply: perhaps you should move back in with her then! If you’re always being compared to someone else in their life, they haven’t yet fully appreciated your uniqueness. Later!
If He's Rude to Others
When you met, he was so polite. He even talked about how important it is to treat others the way you would want to be treated. But, it’s your third date and the waiter forgot the extra lemon wedges… before the waiter is out of earshot, he shouts “Stupid Motha F…” Hmmm…Is that the way he would want to be treated? Next!
Decide Carefully
Now, I’m not saying that any one these behaviors exhibited alone is the key to issue your man his “pink slip”, but if one or more of these signs persist in your relationship, don’t be afraid to show him who you are by standing up for what’s important to you and communicating those things that you will not tolerate. Doing otherwise will have him to believe that you will accept whatever is dished. Open dialogue is the key to sustaining a healthy relationship.
from google...
love urself first then u can love somebody else...
Monday, October 24, 2011
KENALI WANITA
Sekadar hiburan...
~Kenali Wanita~~
a) Tanah - anak pertama, kelima, kesembilan.
b) Air - kedua, keenam, kesepuluh
c) Api - ketiga, ketujuh, kesebelas
d) Angin- keempat, kelapan, keduabelas
WANITA BERUNSUR TANAH
1) Merendah diri,serta hormat dan patuh, setia serta
rela berkorban.
2) Tidak cerewet, tidak meninggi diri, tidak
sombong dan bukan seorang pemarah.
3) Tenang diri, aman, dan memberi sokongan.
4) Tidak suka membantah atau membangkang
5) Berwatak manis, lemah lembut, bersih dan
sentiasa menjaga kecantikan.
WANITA BERUNSUR AIR
1) Menghidupkan hati pasangan dan pemberi
semangat.
2) Mengambil berat
3) Hatinya bersih dan boleh membahagiakan
pasangan
4) Menenangkan pasangan.
5) Sangat romantis
6) Mudah menangis
WANITA BERUNSUR API
1) Cintanya sentiasa hangat dan memberahikan
2) Cergas, cepat dlm gerak geri dan tangkas
menguruskan rumah tangga.
3) Penasihat yang baik
4) Pandai dan cekap mengurus rumahtangga
5) Pandai menghias diri agar kelihatan cantik selalu
6) Berwaspada selalu
WANITA BERUNSUR ANGIN
1) Lemah lembut dan menenangkan
2) Pandai bermain kata dan memujuk rayu
3) Sopan santun dan berbudi pekerti mulia
4) Bijak mewujudkan suasana selesa.
5) Hati yang cepat berubah ubah
Diambil dr fb
~Kenali Wanita~~
a) Tanah - anak pertama, kelima, kesembilan.
b) Air - kedua, keenam, kesepuluh
c) Api - ketiga, ketujuh, kesebelas
d) Angin- keempat, kelapan, keduabelas
WANITA BERUNSUR TANAH
1) Merendah diri,serta hormat dan patuh, setia serta
rela berkorban.
2) Tidak cerewet, tidak meninggi diri, tidak
sombong dan bukan seorang pemarah.
3) Tenang diri, aman, dan memberi sokongan.
4) Tidak suka membantah atau membangkang
5) Berwatak manis, lemah lembut, bersih dan
sentiasa menjaga kecantikan.
WANITA BERUNSUR AIR
1) Menghidupkan hati pasangan dan pemberi
semangat.
2) Mengambil berat
3) Hatinya bersih dan boleh membahagiakan
pasangan
4) Menenangkan pasangan.
5) Sangat romantis
6) Mudah menangis
WANITA BERUNSUR API
1) Cintanya sentiasa hangat dan memberahikan
2) Cergas, cepat dlm gerak geri dan tangkas
menguruskan rumah tangga.
3) Penasihat yang baik
4) Pandai dan cekap mengurus rumahtangga
5) Pandai menghias diri agar kelihatan cantik selalu
6) Berwaspada selalu
WANITA BERUNSUR ANGIN
1) Lemah lembut dan menenangkan
2) Pandai bermain kata dan memujuk rayu
3) Sopan santun dan berbudi pekerti mulia
4) Bijak mewujudkan suasana selesa.
5) Hati yang cepat berubah ubah
Diambil dr fb
.....
Semua org tak nmpk kesalahan diri sendiri..masing2 akan salahkan org yg ade di depan kite..jarang yg kite jmpe org tu nk mengaku kesalahan diri. ok, mayb ade tp adekah mereka tu ikhlas mengaku kesalahan diri? mungkin sekadar mengaku sbb taknak berpanjangan. same jgk dlm mahkamah. sesetengah kes peguam akan bg nasihat spy mengaku bersalah sbb bile kte mengaku, kes selesai n hukuman pn xbyk..tu ape yg aku tgk dlm tv la kan.. cmtu jgk la dlm kehidupan seharian.
Im not perfect, everyone not perfect..never expect somebody we love to b perfect in everything coz in d end we might disappointing.
expect for less, we might get something priceless.
Im not perfect, everyone not perfect..never expect somebody we love to b perfect in everything coz in d end we might disappointing.
expect for less, we might get something priceless.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
RETRO
Since bile lak la aku jd retro ni?..hahaha...dh la annual diner ari tu pn aku pakai retro gak...tu adalah baju arwah mak...yg best nye badan arwah lebih kurang besar aku je pn..cume kecik kan sikit je..banyak baju arwah yg vintage yg skang ni ade dlm simpanan aku cume aku tak berani nk pakai lg coz..u knw i stay in ipoh, if aku pakai yg aneh skit kang ni nmpk overdress...haha..xpe..smpn je..mayb next time bole pakai..cume skang ni yg aku slalu gune is handbeg arwah yg agak banyak. no need to buy a new handbeg for me. tarik nafas lega si dia..hahah...
photo by kak zai-thank for the nice picca...
Dress-arwah mak
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Travis - Flowers In The Window
When I first held you i was cold
a melting snowman i was told
but there was no one there to hold before
i swore that i would be alone forever more
Wow look at you now
flowers in the window
its such a lovely day
and i'm glad you feel the same
cause to stand up, out in the crowd
you are one in a million
and i love you so
let's watch the flowers grow
there is no reason to feel bad
but there are many seasons to feel glad, sad, mad
it's just a bunch of feeling that we have...to hold
but i am here to help to with the load
Wow look at you now
flowers in the window
its such a lovely day
and i'm glad you feel the same
cause to stand up, out in the crowd
you are one in a million
and i love you so
let's watch the flowers grow
so now we're here and now is fine
so far away from there and there is time, time, time
to plant new seeds and watch them grow
so there'll be flowers in the window when we go
wow look at you now
flowers in the window
its such a lovely day
and i'm glad you feel the same
cause to stand up, out in the crowd
you are one in a million
and i love you so
let's watch the flowers grow
wow look at you now
flowers in the window
its such a lovely day
and i'm glad you feel the same
cause to stand up, out in the crowd
you are one in a million
and i love you so
let's watch the flowers grow
Sunday, October 16, 2011
MASKER
gambar hiasan dari google
Memiliki kulit wajah yg tak berapa licin n flawless ni membuatkan aku skang ni agak obses utk lebih menjaga. tula dulu taknak jage elok2... sejarah kulit muke aku ni sbnr nye dr seawal aku darjah 6 skolah rendah lg dh ade jerawat..then sampai skang.. mayb keturunan kot..yeke? jerawat keturunan ke?..hahha.. skang ni since aku dgn si die, aku tak tau kenape aku rase aku kene jd cantik walaupn aku sbnr nye tak de la cantik sgt tp manis tu ade..hehehe... mungkin sbb ak rase die lg cantik dr aku kot...hahaha...sorie syg..ngeee....
So slalu jgk la aku google petua2 d dapur..memandangkan aku ade resdung n byk whitehead, so aku google la cmne nk hilangkan whitehead dgn cara yg murah dan mudah dan santai.. dah jumpe so aku try la and the result nye sungguh memberangsangkan..teruja sungguh aku bile hasil die agak memuaskan.. tu psl la selang sehari aku buat tu..heheh....
cara cara nye adalah seperti berikut....:
(ni care aku bwt supaya tak bersepah dan kotor dan melekit sgt...)
Ambil putih telur dan tisu..yes tisu yg kite buat lap mulut tu, yg dlm kotak tu..
koyak koyak kan tisu sebesar 3 jari
sapukan putih telur td mengikut bahagian demi bahagian then letak kan tisu
contoh-sapu putih telur d bahagian pipi then tampal tisu kt bhgn tu, kemudian sapu lg bhgn lain n tampal,ulang sampai keseluruhan muka.
tunggu sampai kering. sbb aku jenis yg malas nk tnggu lame2 so aku ngadap kipas supaya cepat kering.
korg akan terasa kulit muke tegang bile dh kering dh selagi korg tak tanggal kan slagi tu korg akan terasa makin menegang. best...
then bile dh kering..peel off k. jgn basuh plak..tgk la hasil nye..
ok...masker kt muke aku ni dh kering..aku nk buka n nk tgk keterujaan hasil nye...wahhhh....
So...selamat mencube...
Friday, October 14, 2011
Tim Booth and Angelo Badalamenti - Fall in Love With Me
Ease your lips into a velvet kiss
While I enfold you
Move your hands
across this promised land
The seekers guided by the pole star
Say the words why don't you say the words
I have been waiting long to hear
Please fall in love with me
Drift with me upon an endless sea
We are divine in the realm of these senses
Every move has been subterfuge
While we pretend that we really dont care
Lose your fear we may be strangers here
But I can feel we might be one
Please fall in love with me
I hear the sound of moons falling
Surrender to this charm
I breeze across your soul darling
Deep eternity
Lost your mind well don't you think its time
To swim away from the safety of these beaches
Trust the tides they know which way to flow
And don't you long to flow so far
Moved by waves we've never felt before
Till we are floating way out deep
Please fall in love with me
Please fall in love with me
Please, with me
~1st song he dedicated
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
ANNUAL DINNER
why am i sooo stupid tak pk sblm ni yg simkad fon biase bole masokkan kt dlm broadband...ciss...slame ni aku pakai fon je..kalau aaku tau...deyy!!!...sronok nye bole update kat lappy..bole upload gmbr...huhu...
So alang2 dh online pakai lappy ni aku nk upload gmbr yg dh lme aku nk upload tp d sebabkan malas nk g cc...huhuhu....
Kt bwh ni adalah gmbr2 dinner last month...for dat nite aku pakai baju lame arwah mak...
So alang2 dh online pakai lappy ni aku nk upload gmbr yg dh lme aku nk upload tp d sebabkan malas nk g cc...huhuhu....
Kt bwh ni adalah gmbr2 dinner last month...for dat nite aku pakai baju lame arwah mak...
DEAR DIARY.....
Oh mygosh!!!...wat happen 2 me? Why I feeling do down lately...everythng went wrong for me...everything... Yg jd mangsa is him..kesian die asik kene pujuk aku..im sorie 4 my behavior lately ni.. I didnt mean to make u feel like dat...bt thank u soo much coz tetap brtahan melayan kerenah aku yg sungguh ngada2... I know I hurt u when im in dis kind of atittude bt hmmm...im soooo sorie...hope u'll forgive me dear...
Coz of my bad attitude? I dont know... Tp lately ni aku rase down sgt2..rase rendah diri.. Rase diri ni sungguh tak perfect...deymm!!...so not gud.. Im not dis kind of person b4..wat happened to me? Bile time2 cmni dtg, sesungguhnye I need sum1 yg btol2 bole menenangkan aku, not by listening to me juz by look at her face..dat enuff..im gonna b cool down..tp skang ni aku dh tak dapat lihat n tatap wajah tu lg dh...
Actly almost everynite im cried coz I miz her soooo much...td dok berborak ngh ayah, die tunjuk gmbr2 arwah mak..lg la aku rase sedih...dh 3 bln lebih mak tinggal kn kami...ya ALLAH..kuatkan semangat aku yg ALLAH...
I wanna have a deeper conversation wit someone.. I know I hv him tp die bz. Our time is only at midnite..time tu sure2dh ngantok..then bile brsembg ngn org tgh mamai ni sia2 sbb mmg die tak dgr..haha..cm ckp sorg.. I know if u read dis u not gonna like it coz too open for public but dis is the only way utk aku meluahkan ape yg aku smpn..honestly aku xbanyak menulis skng ni sbb aku xnk if ade cerita2 yg aku tulis ni akan mengecilkan ati die yg sedia ada kecil ni...haha..hmm...hope u xkn gv up ngn i...im not dat perfect n im not gud enuff..byk sgt bende yg kurang dlm diri aku ni..hope die dpt trime aku..n i'll try my best utk berubah mnjd better... I lov u n I dont wanna hurt u tp I dh ter-hurt u..im sorie...forgive me...again...
Byk yg nk d luahkan tp some story hv to remain silence, hv to keep it utk menjage ati org sekeliling..ala..smpn skit sakit utk diri sndr ape salahnye kalau itu bole mengajar n mematangkan n mmenguatkan diri, hati n perasaan..
Ok..ape aku melalut ni?..
see..bile menulis aku lupe jp dgn ape yg brmain dlm kepala otak aku td..xlme, kejap pn jd la..janji mate xbengkak...haha...
nite...
Coz of my bad attitude? I dont know... Tp lately ni aku rase down sgt2..rase rendah diri.. Rase diri ni sungguh tak perfect...deymm!!...so not gud.. Im not dis kind of person b4..wat happened to me? Bile time2 cmni dtg, sesungguhnye I need sum1 yg btol2 bole menenangkan aku, not by listening to me juz by look at her face..dat enuff..im gonna b cool down..tp skang ni aku dh tak dapat lihat n tatap wajah tu lg dh...
Actly almost everynite im cried coz I miz her soooo much...td dok berborak ngh ayah, die tunjuk gmbr2 arwah mak..lg la aku rase sedih...dh 3 bln lebih mak tinggal kn kami...ya ALLAH..kuatkan semangat aku yg ALLAH...
I wanna have a deeper conversation wit someone.. I know I hv him tp die bz. Our time is only at midnite..time tu sure2dh ngantok..then bile brsembg ngn org tgh mamai ni sia2 sbb mmg die tak dgr..haha..cm ckp sorg.. I know if u read dis u not gonna like it coz too open for public but dis is the only way utk aku meluahkan ape yg aku smpn..honestly aku xbanyak menulis skng ni sbb aku xnk if ade cerita2 yg aku tulis ni akan mengecilkan ati die yg sedia ada kecil ni...haha..hmm...hope u xkn gv up ngn i...im not dat perfect n im not gud enuff..byk sgt bende yg kurang dlm diri aku ni..hope die dpt trime aku..n i'll try my best utk berubah mnjd better... I lov u n I dont wanna hurt u tp I dh ter-hurt u..im sorie...forgive me...again...
Byk yg nk d luahkan tp some story hv to remain silence, hv to keep it utk menjage ati org sekeliling..ala..smpn skit sakit utk diri sndr ape salahnye kalau itu bole mengajar n mematangkan n mmenguatkan diri, hati n perasaan..
Ok..ape aku melalut ni?..
see..bile menulis aku lupe jp dgn ape yg brmain dlm kepala otak aku td..xlme, kejap pn jd la..janji mate xbengkak...haha...
nite...
Monday, October 10, 2011
FEEL
It been awhile I didnt write anything..soo many thing happened n soo many thing to write but mood takde... So today I think I juz wanna write bout wat I feel now... Having a relationship with him really2 makes me happy n he is totally fill my emptyness..tp living sorrounding his lifestyle n frens sometimes makes me feel like a...hmmm...''ok..im not dat gud enuff...'' atau ''aku tak setanding mereka..''' I mean like a...ok, my job is totally out of my studied field, my salary is totally...hmm....so2...n. My life is totally not fun... I think sbb aku duduk kt ipo ni menjadikan aku seorg yg sungguh membosankan.. But wat should I do? Aku tak sampai ati nak tinggalkan ayah aku even abg aku n wife n anak die haikal living together ngn ayah aku..sbb aku d only daughter yg ada utk die meluahkan ape yg die rase.. Im not gonna leave my dad..i love him soo much..k..stop talking bout dat b4 I start to cry.. I miz arwah mak soo muchhhh...ok stop...Guess I hv to stop now coz aku dh mule emotional dh ni...huh...bye...
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
UNTITTLE
It gud hv some1 u lov, lov u back.. I cn say dat dis is d most beautiful relationship I ever had n I cnt efford 2 loose him after d lost of my mum.. N he is d 2nd guy I lov d most after my dad.. I always pray dat he'll b my future.. I'll try my best 2 b s gud s I can coz I want him 2 b happy n feel loved by me.. Amin..
Saturday, October 1, 2011
KL
This pic was taken mase aku trun kl last two week...lpk ngn aida n aza n dilla sungguh menyeronokkan...lepas rindu kt dieorg...
satay minang kt kg baru...sedappp...nyam2
the cat sungguh super big k...
at hospital..bf aida xcident...thank god tak terok...
satay minang kt kg baru...sedappp...nyam2
the cat sungguh super big k...
at hospital..bf aida xcident...thank god tak terok...
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
DOA
Ya Allah ya tuhan ku..jangan la Kau ambil die dr aku..sesungguhku tak sanggup kehilangan seorg lg org yg aku sayang..
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
FIRST RAYA WITHOUT IBU
First raye without ibu tersayang sungguh berbeza..dr smlm lg mate ni asik berair je..sebaj..sayu.. Mase ayah tgh masak n kteorg siapkan persiapan utk raya esok nye lg la sebak..masak ala kadar..rendang n lontong..mase tgk ayah masak tu, aku smbl masokkan kuih falam balang sambil tu aku menangis..dalam ati cakap 'kalau la mak ade..mcm2 mknn mak akn masak.. Lain sungguh suasana.. Pagi raye dh xde bunyi bising suara mak panggil aku bangun kemas2 mane yg trtinggl..aku bgun dgn sndr nye.. Lps ayah balik smayng raye pg kubur lg la sebak..sambil bace yasin mmg xbole tahan..abg2 aku pn nangis jgk.. Tp atleast aku brjaya mengharungi raya pertama..walaupn setiap mase trkenangkan arwah.. Kalau la arwah mak masih ade time raya ni..kteorg mewah makan..arwah akan masak macam, nk pulah su,e anak menantu n cucu beraya kt cni.. Ni bile malam, semua pakat tanye malam ni nk makan ape?..hmm...
Last puase ari tu aku bangun around 10 pg aku cm terngiang2 suara arwah kt hall..aku bingkas bangun n duduk kejap, then aku realize tu semua ilusi aku sbb terlalu rindukan arwah..sebenar nye aku masih rasa kehadiran arwah kt dlm umh ni, tika aku kuar ngn ayah..sayu nye bile dgr takbir.. Hope raya next year aku dh ok..
Mak...ija rindukan mak...
Last puase ari tu aku bangun around 10 pg aku cm terngiang2 suara arwah kt hall..aku bingkas bangun n duduk kejap, then aku realize tu semua ilusi aku sbb terlalu rindukan arwah..sebenar nye aku masih rasa kehadiran arwah kt dlm umh ni, tika aku kuar ngn ayah..sayu nye bile dgr takbir.. Hope raya next year aku dh ok..
Mak...ija rindukan mak...
Sunday, August 21, 2011
PERFECT
How does it feel to b beautiful?
How does it feel to b rich?
How does it feel to b brilliant?
How does it feel to b well-known?
How does it feel when u can get watever u want easily
either by ur self o by d other.
How does it feel to b perfect?
Well...
Im so ordinary girl
Not so pretty..juz nice to see
Not so rich..will take quite sometime to get what i want
Not so clever..but still can think wisely
Not famaous..but still can make friends and adapt
Not so perfect..but thank God this is me..
Atleast im not forgetting who i am
and where i came from
And thank God i have someone who loved me for who i am..
ALHAMDULILLAH....
How does it feel to b rich?
How does it feel to b brilliant?
How does it feel to b well-known?
How does it feel when u can get watever u want easily
either by ur self o by d other.
How does it feel to b perfect?
Well...
Im so ordinary girl
Not so pretty..juz nice to see
Not so rich..will take quite sometime to get what i want
Not so clever..but still can think wisely
Not famaous..but still can make friends and adapt
Not so perfect..but thank God this is me..
Atleast im not forgetting who i am
and where i came from
And thank God i have someone who loved me for who i am..
ALHAMDULILLAH....
Saturday, August 13, 2011
OUR 5th DATE
Terasa seperti zaman remaja lak..so xcited nk pg jmpe kekasih ati..sok nye nk dating ari nk dh mule nk mencantikan diri..dh plan nk pakai baju ape..kasut ape, nk wt rmbut cmne..nk make up cmne..haha..tp aku xde la cmtu kan...hmmm..k la..ade la skit2..fine..laugh at me..go head..
Kami jarang brjmpe coz long distance..so bile plan nk jmpe tu..sungguh xcited..senyum nye jgn di cite la..dh mule dr smlm g dok senyum sorg2...rindu sgt..eh..malu lak..
k..sambung tido..
Kami jarang brjmpe coz long distance..so bile plan nk jmpe tu..sungguh xcited..senyum nye jgn di cite la..dh mule dr smlm g dok senyum sorg2...rindu sgt..eh..malu lak..
k..sambung tido..
Friday, August 12, 2011
KALAU DAH JODOH
Title yg memberangsangkan...haha..
Few days sepi coz xde bahan utk d ceritakan..so today juz wana update something yg tak interesting pn, juz ape yg terlintas d hati...
Suke aku bile dengar o tengok update status kawan2 aku yg tengah hangat becinta..n kadang2 timbul rase sedikit iri hati sebab seronok tgk mereka2 ni sume ceritakan n tunjukkan kebahagiaan dieorg kpd public.. Ape yg dieorg bwt, mane dieorg pg..seronok.. Cm td lepak ngn kwn aku n dgr die brcerita tentang relationship dieorg..ape yg laki tu bwt utk die..spending for her...seronok je.. Aku hanya mampu mendengar..
Tgk updated kwn2 aku yg lain..cm pegi brcuti...best nye.. Aku xdpt buat sume tu sbb die jauh..xjauh sgt tp byk bende yg kteorg xdpt buat same2...
having a long distance relationship mmg byk cabaran..tp sume tu depend pd diri kite sendiri sama ada kte bole menjage relationship tu ataupun tak..jujur aku cakap aku tak penah ade long distance relationship n dis is first time im having it..so far we r ok coz we deeply in love toward each other..yes kadang2 timbul perasaan jeles sbb his girl frens got spend more time with him..tp so far aku percayakan die. Relationship yg mcm ni 100% depend on trust n honesty..kalau tak dis kind of relationship mmg tak pg jauh..kadang timbul jgk keaadaan d mane datang nye perasaan kurang sabar aku tu, hmmm..mmg sakit..tp bile kurang sabar aku tu datang aku akn amik mase think positive..mesti ade sbb nape jenis relationship aku cmni..tp aku anggap tu sume cabaran utk aku..cara utk aku knl kenal diri aku sendiri sama ada aku ni seorg yg macam mane..twisted nye ayat aku ni..xpe la..janji aku paham...hehe..
Ade care nye bagaimane nk kekalkan hubungan jarak jauh ni n cara nye trpulang pada diri individu tu sendiri..yg penting jgn cepat trpengaruh dgn keadaan sekeliling..mcm contoh aku d atas td..kalau aku trlalu fikirkan sgt betapa bestnnye kwn2 aku yg duduk dekat ngn bf masing2..ari2 lunch o diner same2, tgk wayang, kuar jalan2 makan angin o cuci mate even kadang nk beli burger pn ajak teman..mcm bulan pose ni, kwn aku cerita pg pasar ramadan same2..seronok je aku dgr..
Tp..walaumacamane pn jauh nye kteorg..aku sayang kan die..selagi sayang aku tu wujud dalam ati aku, selagi tu insyallah hubungan aku dengan die akn brjalan dgn lancar..insyallah kalau ade jodoh tak akan kemane.. 1 je yg sentiase aku lekatkan kt dalam kepala aku..sume yg terjadi ni dah tertulis oleh Pencipta kte..setiap org ade jalan cerite trsendiri yg telah d skripkan..n aku prcaye..kalau dh d takdirkan die adalah jodoh aku, jauh mane pn die pg n jauh mane pn kteorg trpisah,lame mane pn kteorg takjumpe, in the end kami tetap akan brsama..so aku tetap akn brdoa ...amin...
Few days sepi coz xde bahan utk d ceritakan..so today juz wana update something yg tak interesting pn, juz ape yg terlintas d hati...
Suke aku bile dengar o tengok update status kawan2 aku yg tengah hangat becinta..n kadang2 timbul rase sedikit iri hati sebab seronok tgk mereka2 ni sume ceritakan n tunjukkan kebahagiaan dieorg kpd public.. Ape yg dieorg bwt, mane dieorg pg..seronok.. Cm td lepak ngn kwn aku n dgr die brcerita tentang relationship dieorg..ape yg laki tu bwt utk die..spending for her...seronok je.. Aku hanya mampu mendengar..
Tgk updated kwn2 aku yg lain..cm pegi brcuti...best nye.. Aku xdpt buat sume tu sbb die jauh..xjauh sgt tp byk bende yg kteorg xdpt buat same2...
having a long distance relationship mmg byk cabaran..tp sume tu depend pd diri kite sendiri sama ada kte bole menjage relationship tu ataupun tak..jujur aku cakap aku tak penah ade long distance relationship n dis is first time im having it..so far we r ok coz we deeply in love toward each other..yes kadang2 timbul perasaan jeles sbb his girl frens got spend more time with him..tp so far aku percayakan die. Relationship yg mcm ni 100% depend on trust n honesty..kalau tak dis kind of relationship mmg tak pg jauh..kadang timbul jgk keaadaan d mane datang nye perasaan kurang sabar aku tu, hmmm..mmg sakit..tp bile kurang sabar aku tu datang aku akn amik mase think positive..mesti ade sbb nape jenis relationship aku cmni..tp aku anggap tu sume cabaran utk aku..cara utk aku knl kenal diri aku sendiri sama ada aku ni seorg yg macam mane..twisted nye ayat aku ni..xpe la..janji aku paham...hehe..
Ade care nye bagaimane nk kekalkan hubungan jarak jauh ni n cara nye trpulang pada diri individu tu sendiri..yg penting jgn cepat trpengaruh dgn keadaan sekeliling..mcm contoh aku d atas td..kalau aku trlalu fikirkan sgt betapa bestnnye kwn2 aku yg duduk dekat ngn bf masing2..ari2 lunch o diner same2, tgk wayang, kuar jalan2 makan angin o cuci mate even kadang nk beli burger pn ajak teman..mcm bulan pose ni, kwn aku cerita pg pasar ramadan same2..seronok je aku dgr..
Tp..walaumacamane pn jauh nye kteorg..aku sayang kan die..selagi sayang aku tu wujud dalam ati aku, selagi tu insyallah hubungan aku dengan die akn brjalan dgn lancar..insyallah kalau ade jodoh tak akan kemane.. 1 je yg sentiase aku lekatkan kt dalam kepala aku..sume yg terjadi ni dah tertulis oleh Pencipta kte..setiap org ade jalan cerite trsendiri yg telah d skripkan..n aku prcaye..kalau dh d takdirkan die adalah jodoh aku, jauh mane pn die pg n jauh mane pn kteorg trpisah,lame mane pn kteorg takjumpe, in the end kami tetap akan brsama..so aku tetap akn brdoa ...amin...
Monday, August 8, 2011
JELEZ KAH AKU?
Aku seorg yg kuat jelez kah?..hmm..nth la...aku xnk org pk aku seorg yg kuat jelez tp...nape aku nk kne jd emo bile jd cmni? Bkn sbb jelez ke tu? Wana tell him y i became like dis tp if aku bgtau nape aku jd cmni, end up die yg majok, end up die bwt aku rase brsalah sbb jd cmni..so?..wat should i do? Silence? Yes silence is asy tp... Nak bwt xtau pn xbole.. Yes, die sgt sensitif..aku sentiase kne berhati2 dlm setiap ape yg aku bwt, ape yg aku ckp..so..enuff la liza..lupe kan je la dgn sensitivity diri sendiri..prinsip aku is jgn sakitkan ati org..biar ati sendiri yg sakit..yeah!!...
Friday, August 5, 2011
IM OK....
Title yg sinis...
Dalam mood sedih..tp no one to talk to..
still cant stop crying..
ingtkan bole ckp ngn die coz by talk to him je yg bole bwt aku cool down skit..
tp die penat..hv to thing if aku kt tempat die..
But im over sensitif tonite..die ckp kasar skit pn dh trase..c'mon liza..bkn ke ko strong b4 dis?
nape skang lemah sgt?
Arghh..sok pg g keje mesti ngn mate bengkak..
Realy wish can talk to someone..
Tears wont stop drop..ape kne ngan aku mlm ni?
My mind keep thinking..bout something..
F***k..hate dis!.. Hv another 36 min to talk..tp nk call sape?
Nk call org lain yg aku slalu call tp aku xsampai ati..
Y..nape?..ape nak bwt..if i stop writing o doing something nti aku tension sbb asik pk..s***t la...
what happend to myself ni? Better stop o i talk bullshit!!!..
ok...thanks alot....
Dalam mood sedih..tp no one to talk to..
still cant stop crying..
ingtkan bole ckp ngn die coz by talk to him je yg bole bwt aku cool down skit..
tp die penat..hv to thing if aku kt tempat die..
But im over sensitif tonite..die ckp kasar skit pn dh trase..c'mon liza..bkn ke ko strong b4 dis?
nape skang lemah sgt?
Arghh..sok pg g keje mesti ngn mate bengkak..
Realy wish can talk to someone..
Tears wont stop drop..ape kne ngan aku mlm ni?
My mind keep thinking..bout something..
F***k..hate dis!.. Hv another 36 min to talk..tp nk call sape?
Nk call org lain yg aku slalu call tp aku xsampai ati..
Y..nape?..ape nak bwt..if i stop writing o doing something nti aku tension sbb asik pk..s***t la...
what happend to myself ni? Better stop o i talk bullshit!!!..
ok...thanks alot....
Thursday, August 4, 2011
KERINDUAN
Scroll home fb tibe2 trnmpak gambar one of my fren, my exclassmate mase dip dulu, gmbr die brtunang..almost kesemua kwn blaja aku, dh smpi ke final stage dlm usia yg cmni..u know wat i mean..ade yg tunang n ade yg kawin..cume tinggal aku, villa n syaza n masih menganggap diri ni muda remaja..hahaha...
Tipu la if aku ckp aku tak terpikir untk ke next level dlm relationship..even mase aku single dulu pn aku trpk..tak bole lari..aku seorg perempuan n aku dh 25 tahun..umur yg bg org cukup utk berkeluarga..tp bila d pk balik..aku? Kawin? Seems impossible..nth la... Aku penah terpk aku akan kawin je ngan sape2 kalo ade org nk kawin ngan aku dulu mase arwah mak tgh sakit sbb tu impian die..die nk tgk aku kawin..btol..mmg aku asik pk kawin je..tp dh trtulis jodoh aku blom sampai lagi walaupn arwah mak nak sgt tgk.. Arwah asik ulang2 tu je..asik tanye 'hang xde kawan ke?'..tp jwpn yg aku bg selalu menghampakan arwah..'takde mak..takde sape nk kan ija..ija tak cantik'..haha..tp aku sungguh ralat bile arwah pergi sebelum sempat tgk aku berkawin..even sape bakal menantu die pn die xtau sape..aku tak salahkan takdir sbb tak jmpe jodoh awal2 cme aku sungguh sedih..aku bongsu, n aku sorg anak perempuan dlm keluarga.tp arwah tetap tak sempat nk tgk..ofkoz bile anak kawin die nak mak ade utk tgk die mengecapi bahagia..sume nk cmtu..tp..dh tertulis jalan cerita hidup aku mcm ni..so aku kene redha n terima..
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Lately ni aku selalu rindukan die..especially d bulan puasa ni..skang aku slalu bermonolog 'kalau la arwah mak masih ade...' nak aku ceritakan yg aku dh jmpe seseorg yg aku nmpk mase depan bersama..nak aku ceritakan yg aku tgh happy n bahagia..nak aku ceritakan yg die sungguh baik..nak aku ceritakan yg kami syg each other..nak aku bwk die jmpe family aku especially mak..nak aku bwk die balik rumah n rasa masakan mak aku yg sedap..nak blaja masak gulai tempoyak..n macam2 lagi..tp..sume tu tak sempat aku nak bwt...tp die sempat tgk arwah mase arwah tgh tenat kt hospital dulu..tp time tu arwah dh tak berape sedar sgt..tp arwah ade la tgk..
Ya ALLLAH ya tuhan..Kau kuatkn la semangat aku..sesungguh nye aku sgt lemah..tak tertanggung rindu aku terhadap arwah..tak pernah aku trtinggal utk doa kan agar arwah tenang kt sane..tak pernah skip 1 ari utk bersedekah ayat2 suci utk arwah..AMIN..
Sungguh aku rindukan mak..aku rase kalau die tak ade aku akn jd mentally ill..aku sebenarnye sgt lemah..tp sbb die, aku jd kuat sedikit..bile mase aku sorg2, aku akan pikir..
Aku tau pada sape2 yg bace blog aku ni dh muak coz asik cite bende yg same..bt dis is the only place yg aku mampu utk luahkan..dis is the only place yg aku bole merepek meraban tanpa dgr feedback sama ada yg baik ataupun yg buruk..dis is my second diary.. My first diary is him..thanks for listening all my nonsense..n thanks for always bg semangat n never stop giving me an advise..u giving me life... I love u n hope dat u feel the same way to..
Tipu la if aku ckp aku tak terpikir untk ke next level dlm relationship..even mase aku single dulu pn aku trpk..tak bole lari..aku seorg perempuan n aku dh 25 tahun..umur yg bg org cukup utk berkeluarga..tp bila d pk balik..aku? Kawin? Seems impossible..nth la... Aku penah terpk aku akan kawin je ngan sape2 kalo ade org nk kawin ngan aku dulu mase arwah mak tgh sakit sbb tu impian die..die nk tgk aku kawin..btol..mmg aku asik pk kawin je..tp dh trtulis jodoh aku blom sampai lagi walaupn arwah mak nak sgt tgk.. Arwah asik ulang2 tu je..asik tanye 'hang xde kawan ke?'..tp jwpn yg aku bg selalu menghampakan arwah..'takde mak..takde sape nk kan ija..ija tak cantik'..haha..tp aku sungguh ralat bile arwah pergi sebelum sempat tgk aku berkawin..even sape bakal menantu die pn die xtau sape..aku tak salahkan takdir sbb tak jmpe jodoh awal2 cme aku sungguh sedih..aku bongsu, n aku sorg anak perempuan dlm keluarga.tp arwah tetap tak sempat nk tgk..ofkoz bile anak kawin die nak mak ade utk tgk die mengecapi bahagia..sume nk cmtu..tp..dh tertulis jalan cerita hidup aku mcm ni..so aku kene redha n terima..
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Lately ni aku selalu rindukan die..especially d bulan puasa ni..skang aku slalu bermonolog 'kalau la arwah mak masih ade...' nak aku ceritakan yg aku dh jmpe seseorg yg aku nmpk mase depan bersama..nak aku ceritakan yg aku tgh happy n bahagia..nak aku ceritakan yg die sungguh baik..nak aku ceritakan yg kami syg each other..nak aku bwk die jmpe family aku especially mak..nak aku bwk die balik rumah n rasa masakan mak aku yg sedap..nak blaja masak gulai tempoyak..n macam2 lagi..tp..sume tu tak sempat aku nak bwt...tp die sempat tgk arwah mase arwah tgh tenat kt hospital dulu..tp time tu arwah dh tak berape sedar sgt..tp arwah ade la tgk..
Ya ALLLAH ya tuhan..Kau kuatkn la semangat aku..sesungguh nye aku sgt lemah..tak tertanggung rindu aku terhadap arwah..tak pernah aku trtinggal utk doa kan agar arwah tenang kt sane..tak pernah skip 1 ari utk bersedekah ayat2 suci utk arwah..AMIN..
Sungguh aku rindukan mak..aku rase kalau die tak ade aku akn jd mentally ill..aku sebenarnye sgt lemah..tp sbb die, aku jd kuat sedikit..bile mase aku sorg2, aku akan pikir..
Aku tau pada sape2 yg bace blog aku ni dh muak coz asik cite bende yg same..bt dis is the only place yg aku mampu utk luahkan..dis is the only place yg aku bole merepek meraban tanpa dgr feedback sama ada yg baik ataupun yg buruk..dis is my second diary.. My first diary is him..thanks for listening all my nonsense..n thanks for always bg semangat n never stop giving me an advise..u giving me life... I love u n hope dat u feel the same way to..
DOUBT
I dont know how to convince him yg aku dh xmcm dulu... Aku tau die xpercye kn aku sbb he knows my lifestyle dulu mmg agak sosial tp aku aku pn tau beza mane yg terok n mane yg tak... Agak sedih bile org yg kite syg xpercayekn kite..tp aku xbole halang ape yg die pk n ape yg die rase.. Aku tau aku xde la sebaik exs die yg dulu.. Aku xsempurna..aku cume manusia biase.. Tp satu yg pasti..aku sayang kn die. Aku xmintak die percye kan 100%..tp aku mntk die percye kn cinta aku..cewahh..jiwang lak... Aku xtau maca, mane aku nk yakinkan die yg aku sayang kn die sbb aku tau little part in him ade terselit sedikit doubt tentang aku..aku xsalahakan die..mungkin die tau terlalu bnyk bout my past n lgpn kteorg masih baru..so ofkoz timbul doubt.. Tp aku..dh mule percyekan die..tu kelemahan aku aku..aku mudah percaye kan org..tp...hmmm..to b continue...aku nk tido..nite...
P/S- I love u..i need u in my life coz now i cant imagine how my life would b without u.. I hv a dream with u..i wont anyone else..i only want u..coz i really2 do love u..
P/S- I love u..i need u in my life coz now i cant imagine how my life would b without u.. I hv a dream with u..i wont anyone else..i only want u..coz i really2 do love u..
TORN
Sementara menunggu utk dating jp g, biar aku mengisi perot2 blog ni jp..tp xde ape yg nk d ceritakan sgt..hmm...
K la..start wit keje aku..seriously aku dh xsuke keje kt sane..aku dh. Bosan..rutin yg same setiap ari..key in data..cek bdk2 bwt keje..men tenet..kuar masok toilet..sumpah aku dh bosan.. Need a new job..tp kalo nk keje d tempat baru aku nk keje d kl..dkt sikit dgn si teruna ati..tp masih terlalu awal utk aku tinggl kan ayah aku bersama abang n kakak ipa aku..aku risau kan ayah aku..cmne kalo aku xde..mesti die akn slalu kene buli ngn abg n kakak ipa aku..hehe.. Xde la..cme aku trpk..sape lg nk jge die kalo bkn anak ppuan die..abg aku dh ade family sndr walaupn duduk sekali..aku xharap kan abg aku n kakak ipa aku kalo aku xde..xtau nk ckp cmne tp tu yg aku rase..itu yg holding me back..haiahhh...
Tp aku nk bwt ape yg aku ingin kan..aku nk aktif balik dlm bidang akau dulu memandangkan ade org menyokong aku 100%..so semangat tu dtg balik...
GOD..help me decide plz....
K la..start wit keje aku..seriously aku dh xsuke keje kt sane..aku dh. Bosan..rutin yg same setiap ari..key in data..cek bdk2 bwt keje..men tenet..kuar masok toilet..sumpah aku dh bosan.. Need a new job..tp kalo nk keje d tempat baru aku nk keje d kl..dkt sikit dgn si teruna ati..tp masih terlalu awal utk aku tinggl kan ayah aku bersama abang n kakak ipa aku..aku risau kan ayah aku..cmne kalo aku xde..mesti die akn slalu kene buli ngn abg n kakak ipa aku..hehe.. Xde la..cme aku trpk..sape lg nk jge die kalo bkn anak ppuan die..abg aku dh ade family sndr walaupn duduk sekali..aku xharap kan abg aku n kakak ipa aku kalo aku xde..xtau nk ckp cmne tp tu yg aku rase..itu yg holding me back..haiahhh...
Tp aku nk bwt ape yg aku ingin kan..aku nk aktif balik dlm bidang akau dulu memandangkan ade org menyokong aku 100%..so semangat tu dtg balik...
GOD..help me decide plz....
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
GUNDAH
LSebenar nye skang ni aku rase gundah...hmm..terasa cm down..of koz it bcoz of somthing tp i hv to keep it silence coz it not a big deal cume aku je yg terlebih pk...actly its nothing pong..hehe..tp tu la..emosi aku skng ni cm xbpe stabil sgt..lately ni aku kerap tringat dkt arwah mak..n kdg2 kerap gak terase ngn die..mayb dh nk bln penuhn kot..ngn abg aku lg..haih..ttp kne smpn sorg2..tension la... Mayb aku terlalu byk brpk..tu psl la sume bende jd xkne..even bende kecik pn bole jd besar..tp mmg bwt mase skng ni aku rase over sensitif..senang terase especially ngn org yg aku syg..tp ...hmmm....k la...nk balik..nk brbuke..lapar..continue later wit lot more story...tp skang ni story aku dh xbyk.....nothing interesting pn..coz im juz ordinary girl living in ordinary life...
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Haishh..nasib baik bulan pose..mulut ni nk je kuar kan perkataan2 yg xsnonoh...sabar2..
bengang btol..lebih baik aku naikkan kan pangkat org lain..xgne naikkan pangkat ko sbg asst aku tp sikit pn xmembatu..sume keje aku nk kene bwtn sendiri..ko tu org lame ptt ko lebih tau tp sume nk bg beban kt aku sorg.. Xgune ko jd asst aku..baik ko jd operator je kalo ko juz nk duduk bwt keje cm bdk2 lain..bos plak ble dh xske mcm2 bende yg aku bwt xkne..ade je..sumapah aku dh xtahan..shit!!!
bengang btol..lebih baik aku naikkan kan pangkat org lain..xgne naikkan pangkat ko sbg asst aku tp sikit pn xmembatu..sume keje aku nk kene bwtn sendiri..ko tu org lame ptt ko lebih tau tp sume nk bg beban kt aku sorg.. Xgune ko jd asst aku..baik ko jd operator je kalo ko juz nk duduk bwt keje cm bdk2 lain..bos plak ble dh xske mcm2 bende yg aku bwt xkne..ade je..sumapah aku dh xtahan..shit!!!
Saturday, July 30, 2011
KENDURI TAHLIL
BAru selesai membasuh pinggan n periuk belanga brsame kazen yg paling aku rapat.. Ari ni umah aku ade bwt kenduri tahlil utk arwah mak..ari ni genap sebulan arwah mak meyambut panggilan Ilahi.. Jd sume adik2 arwah balik..aku selalunye bile adik beradik n sedara mara berkumpul semua ade..tp ni utk pertama kali sedara mara berkumpul tp arwah mak xde..janggal..aku rindukan kehadiran mak aku waktu sedara berkumpul..sungguh aku rindu..tp aku kne biasekan.. Ari isnin nanti dh nak pose..lg terase ketiadaan arwah..pose pertama..raya pertama.. Bile dh ramai2 cmni kejap2 aku akan lari masok bilik o masok toilet sebab aku nangis..Sebak..rindu..
Tp aku paling terharu bile 'die' pn berdoa n bace yasin n sedekahkan al-fatihah utk arwah mak aku jgk.. Aku tak tau cmne nk brterima kasih n aku xtau nk ckp cmne betapa aku sgt2 menghargai ape yg die dh bwt n akan bwt utk aku..
Hmm..sbnrnye xde mood nak tulis tp juz 4 update skit..
Tp aku paling terharu bile 'die' pn berdoa n bace yasin n sedekahkan al-fatihah utk arwah mak aku jgk.. Aku tak tau cmne nk brterima kasih n aku xtau nk ckp cmne betapa aku sgt2 menghargai ape yg die dh bwt n akan bwt utk aku..
Hmm..sbnrnye xde mood nak tulis tp juz 4 update skit..
Friday, July 29, 2011
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
I DO
I dont know how to describe how i feel inside now..only God knows how am i feeling rite now..how happy am i now..yes u become part of me now..yes u already inside my heart n slowly u push the others slowly away from my heart..im not forgetting them, it juz they r not having a place in my heart anymore.. U almost have full of my heart.. Haha..jiwang lak..but dats how i feel now.. Aku btol2 brterima kasih ngn Tuhan sebab hadiahkan die utk aku..hadiah yg datang tepat pada waktu aku sgt2 memerlukan ubat utk menenangkan aku..waktu2 aku menjunam jatuh sbb kehilangan org yg paling aku sayang dalam dunia ni..he is my morphine..n im addicted to it..
Thanks..i dont know how to say thank to u..how appreciate am i when u willing to come to c me..even xbuat byk aktiviti, juz a muvie n lpk2 but its means alot to me..
I still cant believe yg kte bole jd serapat ni coz kte blaja d tempat yg sama bt never talked to each other, never hangout together..padahal kawan2 kami adalah dikalangan org yg same..his classmate is my fren n my classmate was his housemate..tp tu la..Tuhan dh tentukan waktu kteorg akan jd serapat ni adalah skng walaupn dh lme u saw me secretly..aku jd sungguh terharu...aku sungguh2 berharap yg relationship kami ni akan kekal slame lamenye coz i really2 need him in my life..even kadang2 aku trdetik 'is he the one?' coz waktu sgt sekejap utk kteorg jd serapat ni..
Juz wana tell u dat u become a part of me now n u already in my life now..feel like wana tell the whole world yg aku dh jmpe org..wana tell my frens about us but there is a BUT....
Thanks..i dont know how to say thank to u..how appreciate am i when u willing to come to c me..even xbuat byk aktiviti, juz a muvie n lpk2 but its means alot to me..
I still cant believe yg kte bole jd serapat ni coz kte blaja d tempat yg sama bt never talked to each other, never hangout together..padahal kawan2 kami adalah dikalangan org yg same..his classmate is my fren n my classmate was his housemate..tp tu la..Tuhan dh tentukan waktu kteorg akan jd serapat ni adalah skng walaupn dh lme u saw me secretly..aku jd sungguh terharu...aku sungguh2 berharap yg relationship kami ni akan kekal slame lamenye coz i really2 need him in my life..even kadang2 aku trdetik 'is he the one?' coz waktu sgt sekejap utk kteorg jd serapat ni..
Juz wana tell u dat u become a part of me now n u already in my life now..feel like wana tell the whole world yg aku dh jmpe org..wana tell my frens about us but there is a BUT....
Saturday, July 23, 2011
28 mei 1947 - 29 jun 2011 - beloved mum
29 jun 2011..i've lost someone dat i love the most in my life..someone dat brought me into dis world..someone dat took care of me since i was little till the age of 25..EMAK.. She had past away at d age of 64..she died bcoz of cancer.. I still got tounge tite..so many things to say, so many things to write bt..hmm...
Tp bile Tuhan ambil nyawa mak aku, Dia hantar seseorg utk menenangkan aku. Someone who always by my side every second whenever im feeling down, whenever i feel sad, whenever i feel stress..someone who always by my side whenever im going crazy..he came rite on time..if not bcoz of him, tot i might going mentaly ill. Sometimes im feeling guilty. However thankx 4 always b by myside whenever i need u. Im not replacing my mum. Mak will always inside my heart..deep inside..
Tp bile Tuhan ambil nyawa mak aku, Dia hantar seseorg utk menenangkan aku. Someone who always by my side every second whenever im feeling down, whenever i feel sad, whenever i feel stress..someone who always by my side whenever im going crazy..he came rite on time..if not bcoz of him, tot i might going mentaly ill. Sometimes im feeling guilty. However thankx 4 always b by myside whenever i need u. Im not replacing my mum. Mak will always inside my heart..deep inside..
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
WTF!!
Im in lov but aku xtau sama ada die btol2 inlov ngn aku gak...he told me he falling in lov wit me too but i dont trust it..its not easy 4 me to trust anyone, anyone who said he likes me..because of my previous relationship.. In keep thinking in my mind dat im no one to anybody coz i hav nothing dat can make people o guy fall 4 me.. Im not dat pretty..im kinda rough..im a negative thinker.. Sape2 yg ade relationship ngn aku akan suffer..kot..hmm..nth la..
But the problem is im fall in love...i hate dis feeling..i dont want dis feeling..plz go away..plz...plz..
But the problem is im fall in love...i hate dis feeling..i dont want dis feeling..plz go away..plz...plz..
Friday, January 28, 2011
WHEN HEART TALKIN'.
Aku tak suke bila aku dh mule sukekan seseorg tu...hate this feeling..nak2 lg org yg tak sepatutnye aku suke... Mmg aku dh lame tak rase perasaan camni tp skali bile rase tu datang, pada org yg salah.. Aku tak dapat elak bende ni dr belaku sbb mmg tak dapat..tp aku tau aku kene buang perasaan ni walau dgn ape care sekalipun...tapi.....hmmm... Hate dis feeling..hate it when it happen especialy wit the wrong person... Plis...plis go away!...plis heart...dont make me feel dis shit...!
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